>< again="/">< lately... the promise seems 2 b alr broken when the day is nt even here yet...
lols... keep getting angry n pissed in maple 2 =.= some idiot last time ask mi train him till the extend tat i spent my last 800k 2 buy pots 2 take him 2 mong coz he wans 2 lvl fast... anyways.. wat he did ah... zz ask him nw help mi wif abit training he dun even wan 2 instead he helping some1 else =.= favourtism much..
zz anyways... ytd after tat some1 made mi feel much happier lols... 2 my horror/surprise it was lim jas LOL?!? so kind .. offer 2 train mi >< THX JAS =D
lols.. she seriously nice la.. feel bad 4 di-siao-ing her last time
=X lol but i defended her once hor! =p lols.. anyways 2day jr birthday..
happy birthday jeremy! enjoy the birthday msg present =X
why do i feel that i'm going to regret ever being so caring to you...? so what now? still going to give me those long ranged headshots?=/ 2pid miie -.-"
XiiaoWings blogged at
8:37 AM.
hmm.. 2day was kinda werid 4 mi.. as in wif moods again><
had a werid dream last nite.. dreamt tat abt the thing i gave him lols.. i dreamt tat he jus left it on the table n 4get all abt it n went home... tot of tat coz idiot wilson left the sweet i give him from japan on the table =.= wasted 1 sweet...
so morning woke up at 1.30+ mum ask mi 2 help deco the xmas tree
after tat went 2 do normal stuff mainly sitting infront of my com =X lol!
went in maple si hui added mi lols she tot i dunno tat was her lols... after awhile felt bored.. so looged out went msn 2 chat wif rika jie~ ><><" nvm jie onli a game ^^ lols.. told her abt the dream oso><><>< lols..
after tat went 2 find bleach epi 196 =.= nt out =/
so went in maple lols...
so at nite nth 2 do.. saw fs every1 uploaded the pics from prom night lols gt the few gt mi inside oso.. saw his oso.. 1 of the pic he write abt ppl stare-ing>< somehw i felt it he was talking abt mi... ._." anyways.. watever.. i can't do anything abt it anymore rite? =(
when i saw tis.. i rmb wat miss chua said at our table ytd night saw asked y i wasn't sitting wif the other ppl n say she tot i was close wif him..><><
but... i felt abit .. uncomfortable after she said tat><
so.. i kept my promise will u keep urs? =/ i dun think it's even possible... at tis momment i think i nth but a classmate 2 u.. once close... nw further =/
XiiaoWings blogged at
9:05 AM.
weee ~~~ ps still abit high lol! 2day hmm.. well.. ytd ><" lols abt 1am oso nw so ytd =X lol!!
ok so had prom night just nw.. hmms.. lols i think i look quite ok la xD *bhb* lols i nearly late =/ coz i bath dunno y 2day took longer den usual lols.. so was rushing alot =.= nid str8ten my fringe =/
den when i left my house i dam lucky call jeremy he say he picking ye han n wei han up den he say he ok 2 pick mi up oso so heng lor xD den was meeting si hui at white sand lols she look quite gd sia o.o onli i think she walk very funny =X lol jkjk! she walking quite gd in high heel. den later jeremy call edmund ask him if he alr reach anot den he say we late.. zz when we reach we din see any1.. onli saw ben inside whitesand lols.. when we go mrt station ben say i use the think looks emo ><" whr gt~~~ black cardigan+white shirt + black jeans nt emo xD lol!
starting i felt abit like.. dun fit in sia =/ was meeting wif almost everyone in my class tats going 2 go 2 the hotel tgt ><" i'm nt tat close wif them... so i stayed quite 4 awhile.. was surpirsed he din show up at the meeting place lol but in the end oso wait 4 him.. coz he was meeting us at bedok but mss the train or something i think.. den go city hall wait 4 him n 2 other ppl..
lols.. ok so w/e i din take 2 him but i had something i wanted 2 give him.. was the thing i bought 4 him from japan ><><" but jeremy n si hui keep asking mi just give him b4 no chance. coz he was wif many ppl.. n if i give it 2 him would b abit weird ><><><"
so reach the hotel was dam early sia.. we i think first few ppl reach thr lols hais i was feeling abit... like.. felt i din look so gd la =/ coz some1 was talking abt i str8ten my fringe n dyed my hair.. n wear cardigan..><" so felt abit nt in place.. lols.. most of them using blazer sommore.. =.=
the food was ok.. but i like the sushi n dessert more =X sushi was like the 1 i ate at japan xD!! the salmon omgs... so SHIOK!! n the dessert x.x!!! chocolate pie cake thingy!!<33 it alot!! x.x""
lols anyway after tat gt few games n gt the prom king n queen thingy
den some games n a video n dacne n singing o.o lols
hmm.. i won;t say the performence tat nice ba .. the games were funny =X lol 1 was making the ppl laugh the other was see who can do the nicest dance or something.. can;t rmb lol so after all tat.. was the dancing part >< hmm.. mi jeremy ye han wei han wilson n si hui seat at our table...see other ppl dance
den wei han ye han n wilson dunno disapper 2 whr.. lols den left mi si hui n jeremy den they 2 noe abt tat i gt somthing 2 give him..but zzz ya i dun dare =/
den jeremy saying if i dun give nw later alot ppl wif him i more hard 2.. si hui oso say same thing.. den i ask them folo mi lols i ask si hui go thr talk 2 JW n jeremy talk 2 edmund they all =X so i won;t feel so ps going thr><" lols.. when i go thr i wanted 2 give it 2 him le but he kena pull away 2 go dance.. at tat moment i wanted go back 2 our table le... den he somehow he came back lols den i gave it 2 him.. actually planned 2 say MERRY XMAS when give him lols
but i wasn;t high n the music 2 loud he can;t hear =/ .. so i jus say nah the thing i buy from japan 4 u n he say orh ty lols.. but i somehw feel tat 2day even though i chat wif him on9 on msn.. i cannt talk wif him in rl...the funny thing is.. when i look in his direction while looking around the place he look at my direction lols
hmm so after tat we went outside coz was 2 noisy inside hard 2 talk lols den miss chua come out o.o den took pic tgt lol den she went back in. the other funny thing was. after i give him the thing i hyper alr xD lol! so outside i keep disturbing wei han n jeremy =X lols later took class pic zzz i stand behide him... den he like... turn behide see mi.. =/ z den after tat they took pic i took 1 wif the girls den after tat i carry on disturbing wei han n jeremy =X lol! later dunno hw miss chua come out den pull mi n si hui ask us go wif her go dance ... lol =.=" i dun wan go atfirst coz scared ^^" den later i pull wei han den we all like ok lor jus go lols so she nv pull mi le den she pull jeremy lol! she was holding his hand all the way inside until infront lol!! hahas after tat we go thr den i was talking 2 miss chua like fren like tat lol! den she say jus folo wat every1 doing o.o so i jus move abit den when every1 jump we both oso lol den i turn around saw wei han dancing oso! lols ok la his sporty den si hui cannt dance coz high heels lol! den wilson stand in between mi n wei han stone .. jeremy n ye han dunno go whr when i turn around o.o so we jus continue 4 awhile lols after awhile i feel very hot le >< thr ="X"><" felt ps lols but really fun leh =X even though i feel very ps xD lol after tat mi n wei han even more hyper wei han outside still dancing lol! i alr like smiling like idiot lol den we were thinking of going le but thinking wait our class ppl start 2 go first den we go lols den they say they going ton o.o" lols.. so we ownself go le.. den we like.. dam lucky lor lols! 1 min 4 the train 2 come we go down the train jus arrive lols den even more lucky tat was the last train lol! hahas in the train mi n si hui talk abt bleach =X lols hmm i overall enjoyed alot la xD hmm.. jus hope he likes the thing i gave him =/ if he really uses it lols i will b touched =X
XiiaoWings blogged at
8:51 AM.
o.o nv blog 4 quite long le lols been chionging maple xD lols!
pirate job if out in maplesea! so i made 1 lols
nw currently a lvl 31 infighter ^^ lols
ytd went 2 anime fest thingy thing at suntect wow.. so many ppl cosplayed thr o.o oo! i saw MISA! n L! xD! ooo nnn KON!!
omgs
x.x but onli the misa looked nice =X the L was 2 short n kon was looking morelike a bear bear den a lion bear bear =X
bought a gundam model thr lols $27 x.x but wans really nice lol the sword those very big 1s
at the fest thingy thing saw something i really wan><><
after tat walk around suntect den go home~
2day~ wake up early 2 go 2 courts 2 buy my dad xmas present mi n my sis sharing 2 buy 4 him a desktop lols so when gt thr thr was a long Q outside.. meaning all the 50 sets gone =/ so we went home.. lol den after tat mi n my mum went 2 tampiness mall i needed 2 buy a new shirt 4 prom ><" lols bought a G2000 shirt
$48
x.x""
nvm la i see myself using tat in the furture
xD lols after tat came home den same old boring stuff on com n play maple lols until heard bad news... nt saying here ^^ if u wanna noe ask mi on msn or rl~~
hmm ok stopping here xD wee tml prom night!! kinda excited but kinda wish i din haf 2 go >< hais ="/"><" lucky jr so kind say can help mi if i dun dare ^^ thx jr! u rox man! xD
XiiaoWings blogged at
6:09 AM.
sat went 2 simlim wif sis n mum 2 modifi my psp $25 gone x.x" atleast nw games all free~ ^^
surpose 2 go 4 my neightbour wedding oso lols.. in the end my mum changed her mind she dunwan go =X lol
after tat at nite went 2 the pasa malum near central 2 buy dinner lols bought a death note ez-link sticker xD gt L !! woo~ L my idol ^^ can eat so much sweets n chocolate n nv get fat!! lol
sunday nth much
sis help mi put bleach soul carnival 2 my psp so was playing it most of the time hehe~~ nxt aiming 2 get dj max portable 2 ^^v
1 more wk till prom night~
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XiiaoWings blogged at
9:47 AM.
hais heart feels frozen =( chatted wif him 2day felt like nw we both connection lost alr or something =/ he onli said afew lines.. when i say i gtg alr he respons was very fast.. k bb.. like happy u going off le or something...
=(
XiiaoWings blogged at
9:27 AM.
i can't trust any1 so much anymore?
XiiaoWings blogged at
7:47 AM.
i said i can't care about u anymore but i guess i'm wrong... maybe it's coz of the past? i jus hope tat u won;t do anything 2pid =/
XiiaoWings blogged at
8:44 AM.
2day went 4 the job breifing wif si hui. atfirst we tot we were going 2 sale books coz the place we going work 4 is a book fest at suntect so we tot was selling books den turn out 2 b selling specs..=.= kns..
nn !!! the pay is no sale no pay,gt sale gt $5 =.=" we were surpose 2 sell $10 deposit tickets when we sale 1 we get $5 =.=" so less =/ den they say onli gt space 4 16 ppl... zzz they din give any info b4 we went thr.. felt like really waste time going thr sia =.=
after tat went 2 white sand wif si hui she wanted 2 find her mum fren n ask 4 job slot as a waiter lols.. nvm! nxt time i go thr ask 4 extra w/e xD hehe~
hmm.. maybe i'll try finding a flyer job? or maybe jus go ask toy'r'us,metrol, etc.. if thrs any job slots =/
2 more wks till prom night =]
XiiaoWings blogged at
7:30 AM.
yay finally going 4 a job interview/breifing tml!! xD actually i had a chance on friday but den si hui din get the msg back.. so i din go n later she oso gt.. so in the the we both din go... den on sunday they msg-ed mi n her lol! so nw we both gt we'r going 2 go 4 it tml xD lol~
at nite jie suddenly pop mi up n tell mi tats shes sad coz of her frens>< jie cheer up =] u helped mi last time wif my problem nw di will help u ^^
lols chatted wif chocolate 2day 4 awhile onli.. =/ was like.. last den 3 replys back lol... after tat i stepped on the computer power switch when i walking back 2 my com... =.= coz i saw a conversation in msn blinking n at tat time i had like.. 3 conversation up... so dunno was from who =/ when my com back 2 normal i loggon msn again all of them was gone..... chocolate was 1 .. so din noe who was so checked chat log oso cannt see anything =.= i think coz the power went off =/ so the chat log din save ._." or maybe coz i din click on the conversation yet.. feel abit bad leh.. ><><"
oo.. found out tat 4 prom 3 ppl i dun really like will b siting wif us =/ 1 more i'm quite ok but i still will feel uncomforterble..><"
stopping here tml going 4 the breifing xD
XiiaoWings blogged at
8:23 AM.
blah blah.. miss chance 2 get a job! but nvms lah.. can find others i hope o.o" miss coz they din sms si hui back =/ but later in the afternoon they msg-ed her.. =.= so in the end .. we both din go 4 the job =/
dam boring le nowaday =( i'm bored to the extent tat i went 2 hunt 4 my game boy 2 play pokemon =.=! the private sever dunno wat happend.. so heck care alr =/ den tried others but the other 1 sucked =.= den played gunz wif jeremy lols.. after awhile.. got bored.. so logged out n play pokemon again ~.~"
after tat when the battery was dead... went 2 draw nel~! lols.. the body was ok onli the head ><" rika jie say 2 small.. si hui say the face gt problem =.=" lols..
at nite went 4 car ride wif my parents n doggie 2 fetch my sis home from Zuk(pub) lols! after seeing it.. i feel like nxt time when old enuff going thr lol! seems fun =/
came back at 12.. so on9 msn again.. si hui n rika jie off9 le =/ so played the sucky private sever awhile.. den later when i alt tab back jeremy pop mi up lols so off-ed the game xD den saw chocolate( onli si hui n rika jie noes who [=) on9 oso lols.. said hi 2 him den chatted wif jeremy alr after jeremy went off i tried talking 2 chocolate hmmm.. ok ba chatted 4 quite awhile talk abt alot of stuff oso haha he told mi something tat i laughted 4 like.. 1mins? =X lol~! but yea.. i felt abit mood up after the chat even thought wasn;t much lah.. but tis time he talk the way he used 2... n i nearly call him the name i used 2 call him again.. but tis time i wanted 2 call him tat =/ hais.. i dunno wat i wan anymore...
prom is coming soon~! can;t wait! =]
XiiaoWings blogged at
9:32 AM.
rottting =(
everyday at home nth 2 do... nw can;t even play the private sever as the nub sever gt hacked... =.=.. wat 2 do.. my misa 2 Kawaii le until hacker oso wan =X lol! so nw their working on it.. they dunno if should revive all accs or jus wipe the whole sever... ~.~"
so nth 2 do alr nw!T.T can;t even find a job .. 2day called 1 place den recommend si hui oso so when i called them they say will sms mi the details on whr 2 go 4 the 'training' in the end no msg.. i feel scammed.. =( nvm! find other place ^^ tat job was onli 4 1 wk oso lol~
den tot of updating my frenster acc but.. if i do i will haf 2 change something... n i dunwan 2 change tat something which i typed on my profile.. =( so i din update it.. in the end i jus go view my frens profile =X lol really nth 2 do lah.. =/
feel like playing basketball but thrs no1 2 play wif anymore... =(
18 more days till prom night~ 2nd last time i will see the ppl i been seeing 4 4yrs, i'm sure i will see them again ba~
but i won't see 1 'fren' after prom night n result day ever again..
times has changed in just a few months..
XiiaoWings blogged at
7:59 AM.
new blog skin done ^^ lols.. yay.. ~ 2day changed it 3 times =.=" finally.. a nice blog skin xD
today nth much oso .. very boring day =/
maybe i really expected 2 much from u..
XiiaoWings blogged at
7:18 AM.
2day was dam boring =.= play the private sever as ususal.. had hide n seek event 2day xD my fav =X lols i win 1 time ^^ won a pink teddy chair .. wanted pet robo T-T 2pid faye =.= say cant give pets 4 event.. my foot ! staci gave mi gold robo b4!! rawrs!!! =x i starting 2 sound addicted =X lol! hmm... after tat went msg chat wif my 2 jies lols.. den later lim jas on9 ask mi go in maple 4 her wedding.. at 6+ den she tell mi start at 8 =.=" so nth 2 do i go watch bleach lol! started showing the accradcan*dunno hw spell~* again lols nt bad leh the opening song n ending song =X but gt show nel's true form! which is dam strong o.o" wanna noe more go watch epi 192 or 191 lols. after tat lim jas ask mi go back maple 4 her wedding.. den in the end waited again =.= lols funny thing was.. 1 girl called her 'MUMMY' LOL!! =x anyways.. really boring =.= hais.. den later was like emoing 4 awhile..? =( nt saying y..
breaking down, i just don't know if i made the wrong choice of beliving u again.. i really dunno y i decided to trust u as much as before again.. your so much diffrent now why would you need a friend like me?.. idiot me..
XiiaoWings~`
XiiaoWings blogged at
8:37 AM.
ok..was abit lazy 2 blog last few days.. hais nw feelin abit emo.. but 2day b4 tis felt very happy. went 2 watch hms3 wif si hui, rawrs she was late =.= den after she came we go buy the tickets den went arcade 2 play 4 awhile after tat went 2 buy popcorn n went in 2 the thearter. hms3 nt bad ba the songs r nice ^^ but the story wasn't thr =/ lols.. anyways after tat we go 2 tamp 2 buy my prom cloths on the way 2 white sand mrt tis 2 ppl 1 blind n 1 handicap approach us asking us 4 donation den was quite had 2 say no oso so i jus donate lols $2 good deed =x den took the mrt going 2 tamp, lols bought black jeans xD n a black cardigan dunno if can use anot.. coz gt dress code =/ lols... den we went 2 simei she wanted 2 buy something in the end she din buy lols so den we went our sperate ways she took bus i took mrt home
soo i think enjoyed myself going out ba xD thx si hui 4 pei-ing mi =X
-did i expect to much again? =( i thought we were friends again and had put everything in the past.. so i thought T.T
XiiaoWings~`
XiiaoWings blogged at
6:39 AM.
