lol i gt nth 2 say le..
i'm realy tired le ba.. tired of all tis.. in the end i was fooled by tat same mask again y am i tat dumb.. i should ad known tis alr but still i just continued on.. i really tot tat u treated mi kindly jus coz.. but y do i feel tat it was jus 2 make use of mi.. hais.. >< i dunno hw am i going 2 face u on thurs ba.. =/ tml u won;t b on so won;t talk.. currently ur on9.. but u seem 2 nt wan 2 talk 2 mi le.. maybe i dun blame u 2.. i'm a boring person who wans 2 talk 2 some2 like mi....?

i'm really tired of living le seriously.. am i onli gd 4 helping ppl..?

i shouldn't feel tis sad n emo but.. y ..? =/

*edit
thx sarah =] 4 chatting wif mi when was really feeling emo ^^ glad gt 2 haf a fren like u =] owe u 1 !



XiiaoWings blogged at 9:23 AM.

ytd - half of 2day~

ytd went ehub wif si hui ye han jian cai n jeremy 2 play pool
guess wat
i was late again =DD
lol! later when i reach thr go arcade find them den they say jubeat no1 thr xD
while walking 2 the jubeat machine we saw des n his gf lols ye han stop 2 talk 2 them awhile while the rest of us go 2 the jubeat thingy n cover mi while i play =X
hard 2 play jubeat when gt alot of ppl ba..
lol.. both songs i get D =.=but still fun seh xD after tat we go play pool le wow.. no ppl sia onli gt 1 couple thr lol nt pai kia =X lolls we played loser our winner win.. first round mi vs jeremy i lose =.= den ye han vs jeremy han lose.. den si hui vs jeremy.. horny monster lose =X den jian cai vs jeremy jian cai lose =.= wth jeremy own us nia u BIG bully *highlights the BIG* =X
lol half way des n his gf came in talk wif us awhile he say he getting internet ytd so can go bossing le xD
so later des n his gf left we continue playing. after jr own-ed all of us =.=
we played 2 v 2 mi n si hui vs jian cai n ye han lols played alot la xD lols. we played till 5++ den si hui left n jian cai left oso so mi jeremy n ye han went mac 2 eat n chat lol fun lahg tat part =XX they eat burgar while n eat ice cream den joke alot till 6+++ den went home le

after tat.. felt abit emo ba.. nt coz go home sian le =X but was coz of somthing else ba.. yea.. =/ will post again maybe at nite abt 2day ba



XiiaoWings blogged at 2:32 AM.

hmm 2day surpose 2 go out again butin the end nv lol so rested till 3+ den on maple den as normal ba train till 1+ den stop le
o.o was shocked when junjie on9 lol! but he after tat go play cass pang seh mi f3 lol.
hmm i'm really enjoying the time spent ba.. but yea.. i noe it's goin 2 end soon oso ba.. once the new term starts everythings goes back 2 the same...



XiiaoWings blogged at 11:07 AM.

hmm.. 2day yea ok =DD lol
din go out at all.. stayed home due 2 my overwhelming laziness =X
lols played maple again
lols really enjoying the time spent 2.
really the past seems 2 b coming back again.. is tis made by fate ? destiny ? or was i just lucky...
but yea.. =]]]
anyways 2day finally lvl my bishop xD break egg le =X meaning break the lvl 130, 0 = egg lol so nw 131 ^^
but at the end of the day had a really irritating headach =/ hais.. but still i feel tat worth it =]

should i or should i not.. ><



XiiaoWings blogged at 10:49 AM.

hmm went ehub watch movie wif si hui farrah rafida*farrah fren hope spell correctly* lim jas haniz wilson jie qi n bernie
we watch confessions of a shopperholic overal quite ok ba but hmm.. nt tat funny as i hope it would b =/maybe will jio them go watch dmc? lolxD
anyways. i so gd 2 day blanja si hui pop corn n coke n ice cream =X lol tis time i eat atleast half of the popcorn =XX
loll
after the movie we went 2 pasir ris park atfirst we wanted 2 go 2 the beach den wanted 2 cycle den wanted 2 cycle 2 the playground but in the end we jus walked 2 the play ground =X lol play thr play teh swing lol fun sia xD but later walking very .. hard 2 walk =/ lols.
after playing we took bus back 2 white sand den mi n si hui left them while the rest went 4 dinner lols.
went home le bathe den play maple.. zz y do ppl haf 2 faces sometimes.. hais nvm.. lols hmm enjoying wasting my time on maple oso ba =] lol
so overall i had a really gd day ^^

this feeling is just like the old times.. =]
should i ask you something..? maybe not..



XiiaoWings blogged at 11:41 AM.

ytd~ si hui ye han n jeremy went my house play wii si hui play the tablet n molest my kon!!!!!!!! lols out of all the games i think sports was better ba.. lols.
after they went off le help mum cook dinner lol soo i so xiao xiun*dunno hw spell =/ * lol.. after tat patched maple n started 2 wait... n wait... n wait.. when u finnaly on9 u wa.. i totally nt 2 say.. still ask mi wait den chat 2 ur other fren.. completly 4getting u asked mi 2 on9 ..
but later on... lols. mix feelings la =/ .. i wondering hw u see mi ass nw.. do u still think i'm tat kind of person.. of nt.. hais anyways

2day~~ movie~! confessions of a shopperholicn will b meeting my old frens =D been so long since meet up wif them lols miss them quite alot oso >< but later yea =DD

some1 else might b thr 2.. i jus wish i dun see tat person.. i dunno.. i jus feel tat i jus dunwanna see u..



XiiaoWings blogged at 9:35 PM.

ytd quite ok ba ~! bought my nellie sama =DD
lols.
firstly had 2 go 2 sch meet si hui at mrt lol! SHE LATE !!!!!! LOLLL!i was thr on time somemore xD
later we in the train si hui ask mi abt wei han den u noe wat.. he appeared =.= lol.. later .. she ask y so long ah.. the mrt door close n move liao =.= walao her mouth ytd hor...
later at paya lebar saw nad in the same train as us den cross the road go 2 bus stop saw yong choon n vinne lols so we 5 ppl went 2 sch tgt
when we went thr mr vince the breifing alr started ..
lol after tat i tot can go back le but in the end nid stay back 2 watch 1 claymation... !! my nellie sama +__+!!!
den he let us go 4 lunch b4 the video started.... so no chioce.. had 2 stay =/ went 2 singpost 4 lunch ate macflurry =x den we chatted 4 awhile den dom said his going kalleng oso later
so yea we plan after sch we all go tgt den xaiver heard tat we were going 2 the anime shop hr he lend mi his membership card thx man!! ^^
after the video mi si hui n dom went 2 paya lebar mrt we meet up wif jeremy n jian cai lols they 2 dao sia.. i intro them 2 dom they no reply =.= lol... later at kalleng si hui showed dom whr the bus stop was den we went 2 lesiure park first dom wanted wait 4 his frens but i abit wan get my nellie sama first ba =X sry ah dom ^^"
den at thr le si hui say germine shop was thr den i actually wanted 2 jus haf a peek de den germine saw us lol she hafing chalet 4 her birthday o.o lol she invited us
after tat mi n si hui run .. yea we really run LOL 2 the anime shop nnn
NO MORE NELLIE SAMA!!!!!!! onli the display set
so HECK! i jus buy the display set loll !! xD the shop had alot of other anime figures sia but.. yea nt much bleach de =/ lol but still i dun mind going back thr again ^^
after tat met uo wif dom pass him his shirt den show him the way 2 the shop n want sperate ways le later we went 2 plaze sing 2 see some gundam fair thingy n hopfully 2 buy my L n Misa buy sadly the misa hair sucked =/ L the eyes like maggie de =.=
so din buy T_T nvm! friday go ehub buy the 1 set lol!
after tat jeremy buy his gundam le we went 2 basement den saw tis 1 more shop gt death note set den si hui keep asking mi ask the ppl thr hw much i ask le they tell mi
sry those nt 4 sale.......!!!! DISAPPOINTED!!!!! n PAI SEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tmd +__+!
after tat we went carl jr 2 chilli beef cheese fries lol onli mi n jeremy eat they couple thr emo =.= after tat went home le reached home at 8.20+ sia
lol
tired
den went 2 play maple played till 3.30 am o.o"
overall i had a gd day nellie sama <333333 ^^
2day frens coming over~


hmm.. seems so akward after someone else appeared to.. felt so hard to talk .. so i just keep mute =/ hope your not angry cause of that.. was not trying 2 so attiude in any way... but it felt so cold...



XiiaoWings blogged at 7:49 PM.

hmm. well u showed up 2day.. i din really wan 2 ask want happend ytd ba...
lols. anyways 2day unexpectedly went 2 edmund house 2 help him install gunz n the new msn thingy after tat went home slack den play maple lol wee lvl my infighter finally =x
10 more lvl den 3rd job @@"
anyways...
jus found out.. class outing is on the same day as the bbq >< but luckily.. the bbq is at nite lol n wild wild wet in morning ~ afternoon so i still can go 4 both =D
bbq is a MUST!
wild wild wet is oso a MUST!
^^ so i guess nxt kw sat i'll hopfully enjoy myself alot =DD

hmm.. so yea... the time spent wif u really enjoyable. >< i jus wish could b like last time.. if onli i din msg u tat day.. everything would b much better =( but nw i'm glad we;r still ok =]
maybe.. or .. maybe nt.. i dun think i should ask u tat question =/ somehw the ans is really obvious....
i;ll jus treasure this ba.. =]



XiiaoWings blogged at 8:41 AM.

lols. i dunno wat 2 say.. did u lie 2 mi..? did i say something u dunlike.. but.. all i canm say is... i feel tat u dua mi.. u said u will b on9 again later but.. i waited 4 u... the whole day =/ but u din show up lol... yea.. but happy tat had my frens 2 chat 2.. atleast felt better =/
somehow.. i knew tat tis won;t stay the same 4 long.. y did i even waited ...
life jus keeps bringing mi down....

anyways.. 2day nth much ba. bathe my dog play maple waited 4 some1 who nv showed up.. chatted wif frens watch tv read mangas =/ sometimes holidays really sucks.. nth 2 do @@ i rather go 2 sch sia...



those wings.. take me to the unlimited sky to be free from all this pain....



XiiaoWings blogged at 8:47 AM.

had a gd day =DD mostly coz i spend almost the whole day chatting wif some1 ^^
was surpose 2 go watch movie wif frens but due 2 lack of money n my overwhelming laziness 2day i din go lol.. at first regretted nt going but.. yea i guess it was worth nt going 2 =]]
it felt like the b4.. i can feel tat u still see mi as atleast a fren so yea.. chatted alot ba 2day =] new promises were made 2.. lets see if they will com true ba..
during the chat sessions.. i felt like asking u a question.. but i somehw felt tat i alr knew the ans.. so i din ask i wanted 2.. 2 let u noe tat i wanna b closer 2 u.. .but .. yea... i;m afraid of hw u will take the question 2 b like ><
anyways holiday plans draw draw draw hunt anime figures go 2 4T1 bbq go 2 FA0901A class outing meet up wif frens maybe start on ADP project 2. =]
lets hope tml i will get 2 chat wif tat person again ba ^^



XiiaoWings blogged at 9:38 AM.

hmm 2day quite ok ba.. atleast did something =/
1st day of holis..
went 2 TM wif family went 2 starhub coz mum wanted get new phone .. denlater wanted 2 go ntuc but the shop nxt 2 it had a 70% sale selling everything off asap lol. alot of ppl sia.. selling shampoos all tat de line up oso dam headach gt ppl cut Q n the ppl infront of mi... wth sia... they like... =.= nvm...
after tat went BK bought food back den went home le.. at home wa.. dam boring sia... but atleast was raining gd weather =D
wow gd news man i'm getting a award from sec sch =D 17 april hopfully it's 4 maths ^^
den chatted on msn watch tv etc~

the whole day i was thinking abt some1 ba... hais.. wounder if ur ok nw>< jus hope tat u won;t do anything 2pid... the last time was jus 2 close.. hais.. jus worried abt it la... =/
even though.. we'r nt as close as b4.. am i still allowed 2 care tis much? ><" confused.... but i jus hope tat u won't do anything thing 2pid and u'll get over it soon ><... i guess all i can do is silently surport u ._."



XiiaoWings blogged at 7:20 AM.

hmm
the 1st term of sch yr has jus ended. n i enjoyed my 1st term alot le =] made many new frens =D. even though many things has changed.. i feel tat i may haf changed myself.. change 2 a person wif abit of attiude problem? lol.. ><" i will change tat asap =( anyways...

2day.. quite ok la =] had quite a gd day oso ba hmm.. maybe nt at nite but yea...
went 2 sch as normal 2day had drawing class omgs.. the new teach took my work n show every 1 n ask them spot my mistakes.. hais .. i dun dare 2 ask her teach mi much le la..den play the childrens card game wif frens.

after sch i starting had no plans at all but last min i went out wif si hui jeremy n jian cai took train wif si hui i gt down at simei 2 go 2 world of jj 2 buy 1 bosoter hoping 2 get my furture fusion but din get it la!! T_T!
screw the boosters.. den go down the xculator saw jeremy n jian cai sitting thr like waiting 4 mi loll ! den from thr we went 2 jeremy's house 2 play the childrens card game n play wif his gundams =x later on si hui came meet us thr den we went 2 bugis n i left my file at jeremy's house lol.. getting it back on weds~
in the train show jeremy 1 game den tat idiot jian cai go say so loudly
porn game ah =.= baka
later at bugis went 2 og 2 see jeremy n jian cai buying gundams again.. wa.. jeremy take so long 2 decide which gundam 2 buy sia.. after tat went mac 2 eat den from thr went 2 downtown east 4 pool. 2day alot of pai kia leh.. till i dun dare play oso =/ lol.. so i played dam sucky 2day ba.. -.- lol..

so.. at home.. he on9-ed after seeing his pm.. felt abit worried..?
so decided 2 chat wif him 2 ask wats wrong.. hmm.. yea tried 2 comfort him starting i felt abit happy coz din chat wif u 4 a very long time.. but after awhile.. it seems like u jus ans coz i asked if ur ok... n u even give mi the ans i hate the most.. hais.. i dunno wat 2 say anymore.. i guess being in a diffrent place our frenship has grown furter
=( .. i guess... i'm tat a gd fren enuff 2 u ba.... =[



XiiaoWings blogged at 7:25 AM.

hmm 2day had alot of fun =D
starting of the day went 2 mrt station saw tis guy who i tot looked like wei han but from wat i hear on the phone when he called mi b4 i left my house i tot he was alr at paya lebar so tot ya can;t b him so later in he train i saw 9.45 le so go msg him he reply mi tat his in the same train... .loll..

later we both reach thr le *we last 2 arrive*
xaiver junjie dom n yong choon were alr thr lols. playing tai di den after ate breakfast we played the childrens card game 4 awhile n i gt owned as usual lol.. wat 2 do i dun belive in my deck =X
lols so yea.. laughted alot really enjoy la xD
later ate lunch den went 2 world of jj aka jun jie shop loll!
wanted 2 back booster pack but the auntie like dunno wat kind of service dun let mi choose the packs coz another customer buying dunno hw many structure decks... -.- after tat went back 2 sch 4 ADP
watched steam boy
hmm all i can say is this animation really has alot of hard work put in it it's really very detailed n very creative.
after sch went 2 tat world of jj again tis time can choose which booster i wan le lol.. but no future fusion T_T!! wasted 7.30 on 2 packs ~.~ ... nvm i put future fusion as proxie first =x i will get tat dammed card soon!!!!

after tat went home slacked awhile chatted on msn den watch soul eater =X den did drawing assignment lols. hmm yea overall had a gd day =]

i dun haf the courage 2 talk or even chat wif u anymore... wat makes mi think u would wan 2 talk/chat wif mi oso .... hais..
life is meaningless........?
fate is such a pain.. guts is always gone when u nid it...



XiiaoWings blogged at 8:55 AM.

hmm 2day.. well.. i'm happy tat i made sure gd frens in sch ba =]
lols.
had pe 2day played badminton din play much ba =/ lols. mostly was 2v2 and i always drag my team member down.. so best is i dun play at all lols. when pe abt 2 end mi n junjie play 1v1 loll after pe go change le den go eat den went 3rd floor duel lols.. vs junjie oso =x wow.. we play is like.. take very long sia lols! but fun la ^^ even though i lose =.=!!
but yea.. still is fun =] winning would b fun 2 i guess =x later was adp watched some pixar movies. really amazing la .. >< after watching tat feel so inspirated 2 make 1 of my own!! later mr vince told us abt this short flim project thingy hmm seems interesting but its base on real life nt animation i'll think ab if i wanna join oso ba.. every sch holis 1 wk go bb n if needed i nid 2 stay back after sch till quite late @@
after sch went 2 OG wif jeremy jian cai n si hui go thr watch the 2 J ppl go buy gundams lol... felt tempated 2 buy oso leh but save 4 nellie chan!!! +__+!

after tat go home

well someppl cant take jokes ba saying i treat tat person like a dog so w/e la ~ maybe the best solution is 2 stop talking wif u ?

hmm u on9-ed but i din really wan 2 talk .. was coz no mood and oso coz no topics 2 talk wif u abt.. yea.. nt as close as b4 la.. =(



XiiaoWings blogged at 7:51 AM.

2day was fun la~ lols. hmm maybe nt some parts ba but yea..
went 2 sch wif si hui n farrah when reach paya lebar started 2 rain heavily =.="
2day oso quite slacky lols.
slacked all the way 4 drawing class lol.. after sch mi russel yong choon n si hui went 2 buy ice cream at mr bean lols actually tasted quite nice leh lols n the ice cream really was hard sia after tat russel n yong choon pei mi n si hui take train 2 pasir ris n rebound from thr lol ok la nxt time must pei them like tat oso xD
reach pasir ris le den go out of mrt station si hui say ehh tat 1 look like lim jasmine le den i was thinking no la she whr gt so tall*i was looking at some1 eles =X *
den later i see infront i saw her LOL! lols really was her sia.. so talked awhile den went home le~!
overall i enjoy 2day alot =]
lets jus hope tml will be better ^^

fate seems to be playing games with me...?



XiiaoWings blogged at 7:39 AM.

hmm 2day was quite ok ba i guess had presentation 2day tis time i was nt 2nd 2 go but 2nd last LOL!
i'm quite happy wif my presentation n the comments i gt abt my project ^^

hmm old problems coming back up... i tot was alr over but yea... lols. as much as i wish i could use monster recovery in tis situation but yea can;t lol being lame xD
hmm.. but really.. maybe if everything could restart tis might b better ba...

hahas. so 2day pretty much gd day i guess? in a selfish way ba LOL =D

april 4th 4T1 class bbq! can;t wait =D maybe i'll tat some1 thr =]



XiiaoWings blogged at 7:43 AM.

omgs such a boring day gt nth 2 do sia.. dl-ed psp games watch jigoku shujo s3 hmm.. tats all... =.= seriously nth 2 do sia............

lately i dun even have the chance 2 chat wif u on msn.... if i go 4 the bbq.. i might get 2 see u but if i do what can i even do? .. hais fate hates mi.. =(



XiiaoWings blogged at 8:31 AM.

lols. fate must really hate mi ba...
2day went 2 sch jus on time as usual den after mr ee talked abt some stuff he declare a totally slack day 4 us so went 2 play yu gi oh after tat lols.. after sch si hui went out first =.=! coz she wan soak in the rain... n yea she did.. -.- so pull her in back ba... lol..
den went 2 simei le both mi n si hui the uni soaked sia.. so we go up find jeremy n jian cai den ask jian cai bring us 2 the shop selling the uni, we oso planned 2 buy the more ex uni thr, lol their Co- Op shop even gt sell swim suit sia =.= so later we buy le n den went 2 change in2 it which i think was a bad choice ba.. alot of ppl keep looking at mi n si hui =.=
we both like promoting the new uni sia.. even the teachers ask us den ask we wat course LOL!
den mi si hui n jian cai went back find jeremy at his table saw ye han n des lols.
later during math zzzz kns they rejected mi n si hui 4 the maths lesson... so half way both of us walked out loll den go the admin ask abt it ba.. cannt help in anyway le =/ i'm thinking of nt taking the o lvl maths le ba... lols.
den jian cai came 2 find mi n si hui later lols after tat we went 2 cafe 2 slack till jeremy n ye han came lols. den later jeremy say his fren wan see si hui lol funny sia..
his fren saw her n say wan nt bad leh in chinese =X even go talk 2 her lol..
later y ehan went off le mi jeremy jian cai n si hui went 2 eat
after tat went home le~

2day had many ups n downs but ... haif feel like emoing la... =( fate hates mi man..
everytime i go 2 simei ite i was hoping i could see tat some1.. but yea........
fate jus hates mi.. nth i can do abt it...
but 4 all i noe.. maybe tat person saw mi.. but jus avoided mi or something? lols.. hmm been invitied 2 4T1 class chalet/bbq maybe i'll go =] hopfully i'll b able 2 see tat some1 thr =DD



XiiaoWings blogged at 5:49 AM.

hmm... 2day.. pon-ed LPD went 2 mac in the monring 2 meet wif xaiver dom jun jie su hua n wei han. played abit of yu gi oh n tai di den went 2 the card shop
dam i spent $7 thr sia.. bought 2 booster packs ._." lol. after tat went back 2 sch played more cards thr den went 4 ADP 2day no presentation again =.=" postpone 2 monday.. i rushed my work 4 nth..
w/e
=.=
2day 4 adp we watched our senpais do their final year assignment project. hmm i likeds afew of thems ba loll but wow abit scary leh.. nid use mic talk @@"
lol.. after tat went home wif si hui she pei mi 2 white sand 2 buy my deck lols.
bought 1 deck case tgt oso so totally spent on the cards is $31 around thr baa.. after tat went home 2 slack lols. hmm.. well.. been emoing last few days ba.. abit feel like hw i was in 1 part of time last yr.. =( i dun dare 2 make any moves.. i'll jus stay hw it is like nw...

i still wish that i could talk to that person atleast once everyday....



XiiaoWings blogged at 7:50 AM.

hmms.... 2day well.. felt abit alone leh =/ lols...
anyways had pe play some lame game b4 playing floorball lols. well i screwed up again... =[ maybe i should 4get abt playing sports all tgt la... ><
after tat break dom help mi wif my deck ,thx dom =DD, den played wif jun jie lols
2day heng la dun haf presentation postpone 2 tml but i chionged 4 nth sia.. =.=
so during adp i jus help russel wif his project coz mine alr done n i dunwanna touch it anymore lols. after class went out wif si hui 2 meet jeremy at cineleisure den he was playing pooll.. n we din bring jacke/shirt
so can;t go in =.=
den we 2 no choice go walk walk around
den we saw berwin loll!
hmm while walking we bought the sex band thingys loll tat part lame sia.. starting i bought first bought 3 black n 3 white den si hui she lik every nice so gave her 2 white lols. den left wif 1 white like nt nice leh.. so give her lor lols den later walk around more she decided she wans 2 buy oso
den bought 3 black n 3 white den she gave mi 3 white 1s LOL!
so we 2 jus talked till jeremy come down 2 find us lor.. later jeremy finally rmb tat we 2 below waiting 4 him he came down den we went 2 haf lunch at kfc.. after tat went home in train they 2 keep asking mi whose the person tat i like lols
2 si hui n jeremy: u will noe when the time is right ! =X teeheeeee



XiiaoWings blogged at 9:06 AM.

hmm 2day was... well okok oso la was nearly late again 2 sch lols.
2day brought yu gi oh deck 2 play wif xaiver n dom n yeah.. i gt owned... i 4got hw 2 play my deck alr la @@"
so after awhile i decided i wanna buy a structure deck ^^" $25 lol....
during drawing class ..
was so tired.. n no mood 2 draw 2day jus wan 2 slp so yea.. i did slp 4 awhile.. later on gta msg saying thrs a class dinner 2nite but can;t go even if i wanted 2 gt the project 2 do =/
hais.... after awhile i realized tat.. tis could haf been my 1 n onli chance 2 see tat some1 =( nw it's gone.. n i dun think it's gonna happend again....

hais anyways.
finally finish my project quite proud abt my cover but my content all spoil le...
aww tml presentation scared leh...... =((
i wish tat tat some1 could tell mi jy dunnid scared.. tat might jus make mi feel more claim.... ...

lols. ok time 2 slp!! NITES~! jy mi wif tml presentation =DD

i lost my only chance to see you... =(



XiiaoWings blogged at 9:23 AM.

hmm 2day.... erm started off quite badly ba... was so tired and slpy.. so i somehw emo-ed =/
after awhile den started 2 talk lols.
everything same as usual.

during lunch break went 2 singpost wif frens even though was raining lols. den went 2 the card shop after seeing them buy some.. i felt like playing back sia.. =.=!!! nvm even if i do i will play fake cards =DD nw nid find back shop niaa lolll.

during adp chiong he project thingy din really do much oso baa

after sch going out of sch saw the girls so chated wif them and den took bus 2 mrt wif melissa.
went home le rested 4 awhile den chionged ADP project thingy @@"
atleast done pasting nw left drawing n cover
hmm hopfully can finish by weds ... if nt.. skip pe go chiong project at home LOL


just wish that we could talk everyday... that would make everyday in my life much more happier =]



XiiaoWings blogged at 9:19 AM.

currently having break tot maybe blog baa lollls.

2day pretty busy was chionging ADP project*still am*
@@
i still haf 2 prepare a presentation sia....!!
hais... stres @@

i felt so much relive after seeing ur msg ytd .. after seeing them i din feel a slight bit of stress =]]



XiiaoWings blogged at 10:17 AM.

hmm had a gd day =DD mainly coz after seeing 1 sms ^^
lol 2day went 2 orchard wif mum n sis went 2 taka kinokuniya and art fren after tat went 2 plaza sing. after tat went home
at home ~ install new printer hope dun give mi any problems =.=
den started making the ipod 4 my project lols. during the process had 1 distraction. tat person on9-ed n we chatted 4 quite awhile =] but the ending is the same as usual.. lol..
overall quite a gd day la.. mainly coz of 1 person baaaa loll
^^

if time could just stop!! that would b great =]



XiiaoWings blogged at 9:29 AM.

another stressful day..
2day went 2 sch as pernormal was abit late as usual..
drawing 2day draw junjie's jacket which was used by our non living model who has been SM=ed by us =X
felt happy when mr ee say my drawing was beautiful ^^
after sch went home 2day special walked home from pasir ris mrt. feel like walking home from paya lebar 1 day.. loll
after tat went home rest eat n bath den go out again
go ehub 2 play pool wif jeremy n si hui hmm starting all very quite ba... till jian cai come lols.
anyways i saw some1 tat i totally dun like while going 2 ehub w/e..
so meet they and all 4 of us+jian cai we played 4 around 3hrs ok la quite fun after pool we went 2 east point 2 see show aka xiao zhu wow i tis time can see so clearly man
aww 2day was nt hebe =/
after the show ended they 3 went 4 dinner n had 2 go home.. yeaa quite ok but still stressful

been a long time since we chated again.. i feel that your just pushing me away....... =(



XiiaoWings blogged at 7:39 AM.

hais mood gone alr the bottle is alr overflowing... i alr can;t take it anymore...
end everything seems tempting ...
w/e alr man...
y issit tat i can't haf something gd? i;m always stuck wif the bad or lousiest stuff.. nv gd at anything
i think i put 2 much trust in ppl.....
yea so nw.. hmmm emoing much ? loll
aiya emo or wat dun think any1 will bother oso baaaaa even if gone or wat no 1 will notice



XiiaoWings blogged at 5:47 AM.

hais moody getting worst everyday =.=
2day i think hmm.. gt pissed la.. =/
all i can say promises doesn't means tat the person who makes it will keep it .. =.= so yea.. cant put so much faith in2 the empty promises...
anyways 2day quite ok oso la... but die alot of stuff due n i been slacking 2 much hais dam stress la =.= nw a days so much problems keep poping.. =/ no point talking 2 any1 abt it oso la.. -.- really man.. i'm starting 2 feel the stress pouring out from the bottle i been putting it in..
fate is really unfair... =/
life is really unfair... =/
life jus sucks alot...........

i wonder what are your true thoughts.



XiiaoWings blogged at 7:33 AM.

last few days din blog coz of personnel mood n the fact tat i was super slpy lolll
himm sat~..
wake up 2 see my no longer kawaii baobei dutchess destroy my specs =.= so kena waste $200 2 make 1 new pair getting it on monday
sis n mum went 2 book holiday we will b going bangkok tis june =D SHOPPINGGGG! xD loll
emo-ed abit also 2day was thinking abt somethings n some1 =(( think till felt like crying =.="

sunday nth much draw 4 half a day again 4 assignment lols mum make cookies =D the 1s i like xD. mood was abt same as ytd ba

2day mood still nt tat gd =/
din really talk so much 2day felt so shy sia.. =/ hais i dunno if they feel tat irritated when i go out wif my classmates ><" or am i thinking 2 much again? =/
i'm still thinking abt last yr... around june? lols.. if onli my life could b like hw is was then.. but.. my ite life is also gd 2 i'm smiling almost 24hr everyday =)
as much as i wish i could relive the gd part of last yr... if i could i may haf nt met such fun ppl =)

should i ask if we could be the same like in the past? aww... i'm just 2 afrid if i ask.. our frenship will come 2 an end... =(



XiiaoWings blogged at 5:55 AM.



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