2day
tired sia.. starting of the day went late 2 the mrt station make si hui in the end wait 4 mi again =XX later go go 2 sch did last practis 4 drawing flowers aww 2da is mr ee last day of being our form teacher =( so far his the best teacher i had lols.. n i think daphane will b going soon 2 awwwwwww entertainment gone =/
lolll
i'm hoping the nxt form teacher will b like mr ee can joke wif xD n will allow coloured hair =XX
teehee
so after sch.. went 2 simei ite alone due 2 unforseen last mins problems =.= si hui went later den mi n end up ownself come in class loll went 2 simei ite 2 meet wif jeremy n 1 of his frens saw stein n JW oso stein saying my sch uni nice.. i find his polo tee is much nicer sia.. so nxt wk monday hopfully they still sellin gthe old unis xD woot nxt wk new unis! hopefully POLOS!!!!
xDDDDD
so math lesson hmm quite ok onli sian thing was i din haf the book =/ in class si hui keep disturbing mi =.=!! rawrs i tot after sec 4 she would had grown out of disturbing mi sia....
after tat went 2 dinner. ate in simei ite
n after tat we walked back 2 simei, waled 2 jeremy's house bus stop n took 12 back home~
h/w due.. .drawing of flowers life skill thingy*pui!* n ADP project @@ tiring sia. >< jy miii!
i really wish i could turn back time.. just to be with you....
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6:32 AM.
last 2 days~.
ytd was super bad mood la.. until all the vulgaritys come out sia... angry coz of some cbks in my class who dun haf the brain 2 think abt other ppl privacy so wat if i was using msn in sch openly doesn't mean it was meant 4 u 2 read out loud _|_ u!
after sch took cab wif russell n xaiver frist 2 xaiver's condo n later 2 bishan ite, mi n russell going 4 cca.
we got thr n it was still raining so 100% basketball sure cancel... so yea.. wasted effort going thr.. i decided i wan 2 change cca le. go wif si hui the cca
was hoping i could see some1 tml when going 2 simei ite..
2day~
2day actually quite ok day =D i talked alot lols. but at simei ite i nearly jus lost my mood 2 stay thr n wanted 2 go home so badly =/
turn up thrs no fate ba
issit really fate tat has a problem? or issit jus tat u wanted it tis way..? w/e la.. i wish my emotions will fly away.....
hais end of cold war soon? nah.. i'm still feeling 2 du lan 2 end it tat fast
why is it that people changes so much every second a day? =(
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7:29 AM.
mood:... i dunno =((
hmm 2day starting was quite quiet. din talk really tat much 2day ba. jus a little la hahas. onli during art after mr ee told mi my drawing was nice lol started 2 get back energy~ lolll! first time sia! xD
during art lesson daph senpai came in lol n as usual nas di siao her loll he folo n copy wat ever she does den later sitting down she pinch nas cheek LOL n ask us take pic 4 her LOL! 1st time nt clear lol poor nas mus kena pinch again loll 2nd time close up + clear loll
after sch went home as usual came home slacked 4 awhile den on9 msn 2 chat lols. tat person was on9 so yea.. talked wif tat person ba turned out we chatted quite long sia but alot of stops inbetween. aww.. i miss the past .. =/ but even thought the title is nt thr anymore.. somehw i still feel the title is still wif tat person =] *dun undersatnd it's ok coz i think onli few ppl will noe wat im talking lolll*
aww adp new project starting tis 1 gt presentation T_T!! tis time i must write down wat i will b saying ._.""
this project is abt make a pictorial? from A~Z n ur 2 choose a main theme*duh* n the book has 2 b creativly designed @@! my theme will b abt jap singers/bands ba hopefully turns out gd =D! inspriations comes from within!!!!!!!! =D
How i wish it would never come to an end.
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8:28 AM.
2day~
hmm quite ok la i guess went 2 sch timing jus nice classroom door alr openedn i'm nt late =XX
hehe errm starting i din talk much ba... later on talked more lols..
2day drawing lesson learn 2 draw flowers lols.. my orchard nt very nice leh =/ mr ee draw nicer..*duhh* lol!
as usually laughted alot in class later on daphane came in lols den nas copy wat every she was doing lol den she TRIED 2 copy nas but sadly nas actions were 2 high lvled 4 her 2 copy LOLLL! hahaha was dam fun la xD
after tat was ADP 2day had another animation video"curious george" was very touching and i din fall aslp! xD
after of lesson went back 2 pasir ris wif jun jie he went 2 his work place which is at pasir ris oso lols. overall very fun la! =D hahas made quite a good fren 2day oso ^^
even though i won't see you anymore, i still have the memories of the past..
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6:57 AM.
Ytd.
went 2 see S.H.E <3333 2bad gt bad place 2 watch them from can;t see hebe's super kawaii nehxxxx face =( went thr wif si hui jeremy n ye han lols. was quite boring the talking part but the part they sang! was really worth it man =D envy ye han's bro he gt 2 see them face 2 face n gt their signature 2! if i noe ask him help mi get 1 2 X_X!
but yea.. i gt 2 see hebe tats gd enuff 4 mi =D loll
after tat went 2 play pool 4 awhile played around 1hr ytd played dam badly leh.. =/ but yea.. starting 2 love playing pool sia.. ~!~!~!~~ hehe after tat went 2 TM 2 meet my family 2 haf dinner my sis treat hehes ate at swensens wow dam crowded sia but we lucky came abit early 2 get a table loll overall ytd was fun but would b much more fun if certain ppl was nt thr =/ really spoil my mood seeing some1 face awww.. but yea was fun disturbing jeremy when his turn =D teeehheeee =XXXXX
2day
hmmm 2 early 2 say wat happend ba went 2 ikea 2 buy table lamb my sis went 2 courts 2 buy her ipod touch loll den we went 2 gaint 2 my stuff n went home lols.
aww ur on9 but i dun haf the courage 2 talk 2 u =( i wonder r u waiting 4 mi 2 start the chat or u wan 2 but u dun dare 2 or u can;t b bothered.. lol..
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11:15 PM.
hehe had quite an ok day 2day wasted time in sch 2day was a totally slack lesson 2day
~.~ just listen 2 teacher talk den played psp n chatted wif frens hahas. 2day ended at 11++ o.o"" lame lor.. i might as well nt go 2 sch 2day...
anyways after tat went home 2 rest awhile b4 going out again 2 ehub 2 meet lim lim si hui(again) hanis n surpose 2 b farrah jie qi n berine.. but they all dunno die whr so w/e loll
so when i gt thr lim jas was alr thr we went down bowling alley 2 find hanis n jie qi but they nt yet thr... so we called si hui but she nt yet go home =.= who ask her go out wif..=p
so we 2 chatted n waitied n bought cup walker lol i love tat bubble tea la xD so after awhile we fed up le we go tot of going back 2 the bowling alley see if can find hanis n jie qi. while going down hanis pop-ed up O_O! den she ran 2 the bowling alley 2 find her cca teacher lols. but can;t find so she jio us go mac lols. den we waited over thr 2 si hui den she came le hanis told us she find us later she meeting some1 hmm but in the end din lols..
so we 3 went 2 play pool le being so kind i blanja them 1hr =x loll
we played 1 v 1 since can;t play team lols. first round mi vs si hui err i 4got who win le =XX
2nd round si hui vs lim jas nt sure who win but si hui pro lor starting got 4 balls in lol monster kill =XX but sadly 1 of the balls was lim jas de lol! but wow pro liao lor u!!!
den last round was mi vs lim jas tat 1 hor.. i could had win lor... i gt in the black ball but the white 1 went in also... =/ somehw i won still la =X
after tat we went 2 eat at subway lols we chatted 4 awhile den went 2 walk around downtown east b4 going back while going back i took bus 21 n i saw si hui(again) lolL! she was going central.. lollls funny la haha..
aiya tml sian la .. was planning 2 go see SHE live but no1 2 go wif n some nt steady ppl dunwan planing timing.. wat can 1 do? nvm lor.. besides i dun think i'll even get a chance 2 see hebe =/
lols.
been quite awhile since we chatted.. were u irritated by how i answered you? =(
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6:40 AM.
monday~
celebrated guan jin, andy(alex version 2) and kelvin birthday. played few games in class laughted alot as usual xD lol i really love my class man..
tuseday~
nth much during drawing we took some videos lols was really fun la haha.
tat cbk =.= showing more n more attiude
wednesday(2day)
hmm had quite an ok n tiring day. 2day had pe. 2.4..! miss jeremy man.. we used 2 walk the whole 2.4 fail tgt n watch ppl suffer while we over thr relaxing lolls
after tat had lunch mi n si hui wanted 2 go buy unis so went in Co-Op thr the guy told us going haf new design 4 sch uni lol den we were praying pole-tee~!!!!
loll! i jus like pole-tee la.. seem much much nicer lol anyways gt the approval letter from section head le i an go apply 4 o lvl lessons in simei ite nxt monday in other words i might nt haf much free time as i haf nw but yea.. i somehw prefer a stressful life 4 some reasons ba.. maybe coz i wanna think of something else instead of some1. =/
after sch mi n si hui went 2 simei ite 2 meet jeremy n jian cai n ye han b4 we went 4 pool session loll
we went thr 2 check wif the admin abt the o lvl lessons lols.
we saw daph n wei en while in ite east loll. din see some1 i was hoping 2 see =/
lols. anyways 2day mi si hui n jeremy were like.. making a plan la.. 4 us 2 go pool cannt reveal here =XX teehheeeehee
somehw succeed =XX!!! lol infact went better den hw we planned loll
after during pool onli 3 ppl was playing. mi jeremy n si hui.
we played atleast 4 2hrs around thr la ..
first round mi n si hui vs jeremy
second round mi vs jeremy
third round mi vs si hui
last round si hui vs jeremy
lols i can proudly say tat!!! i win jeremy =D loll si hui win mi!+_+
lols overall had fun la 2day =D hehe
hoping tml will b as fun as 2day~!!
=D
as much as i wish i could see you i guess theres no fate...
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8:23 AM.
woohooo~! enjoyed myself alot 2day! went sentosa wif my classmates nick, dom, xavier, russel, ip man, dom's fren(lol! dunno his name o.o") randy, nas, farhan, su hao, hui hui, sarrah, vinnie, angelia, long sze, annie, lindsay, angelia's sis and vinnie's fren. wow first time going out wif such a big group. really enjoyed myself alot oso la lol~~ so met every1 at vivo from thr we went giant 2 buy water and snacks den went 2 first floor coz hui hui wanted 2 buy pants as he was using jeans. so we was at the 1st floor 1 corner playing wif the volley ball nick brought n the soccer ball dunno who brought den tis sercurity guard came ba ask us dun play n say randy is a bad person loll!
after tat we went 2 the top floor 2 go 2 the train station going 2 sentosa. inside the train was dam funny la xD!! lol we all making so much noise loll! so once reach sentosa le we went 2 palawan beach lols. quite alot of ppl thr ba lols. so when go thr le all went 2 change den hui hui went 2 buy pants sadly dun haf his size so he can;t go play in the sea lols. inside the shop gt sell water gun den randy bought 2 lols. haha i keep calling him randy jiejie =XX
hehe later at beach we starting wanted 2 play frisbi but the san was 2 hot so went swimming so.. yea.. i din really wan 2 go cox nid take shirt off so i standed near the water but nt totally inside n i din really dare 2 go in oso la loll
so later the guys all make 1 plan 2 push mi in.. lol.. n after i gt pushed in i jus heck care n got in =X lol den we all bearry randy n farhan lol was dam fun la xD took pics oso =X soon 2 upload on friendster~
after awhile playing went 2 shower n slack le den played frisbi 4 awhile b4 leaving so overall had alot of fun 2day =]
tis is the 1st time i din hate valantines day =DD cos tis yr i wasn;t alone~ i had company of my frens <3 u guys really rox alot la. =DD
onli bad thing was nt every1 could come if nt more fun alr ^^ so nw currently sibei tired =.= but was worth it~!
you made me feel so happy when i saw your messages. that really made my day =]]
to think.. you consider me as a friend still =D i really hope this will continue ^^!
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6:25 AM.
i feel tat b4 u 2 tgt was much better i can talk 2 1 of my most closest fren anytime i wan but nw? u can't blame mi 4 wat u started lor. n pls dun think tat i'm like tis coz u 2 tgt pls la since when i'm like tat? tis has been bottling up ever since we started ite since u said tat 1 line i alr gt so pissed off. i onli started talking back 2 u after 1 day coz of 2 of my closest frens. if nt 4 them.. i would alr continue tis cold war lols so nw wan act big start ah?
lolol watever man u can tell ever1 i'm the bad guy 4 all i care like i said i'm onli talking back 2 u so i won;t lose my 2 closest frens lala~ watever wif u =] bu suay jiu bu suay lor~~~ =D cold war jiu cold war lor~!lols i better change my attiude? U FCKING CHANGES URS FIRST.
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3:11 AM.
hais.. 2day presentation.. sucked ...
i screwed up badly la..
zzz
i was the 2nd 1 2 go.. i totally frozed up lor..
the irritating thing was.. i prepared abt 2mins worth of wat 2 say.. but i onli did like... 20secs? =.=
omgs la....
so when mr vince called mi i was like.. omg... wtf ?
when i was infront of the class 1 look at them n i 4got everything... luckliy mr vince somehw helped mi wif wat 2 say ><
so when i was about done he asked if any1 had any questions i was quite relifed tat no1 had la. but later.... !!! 1 guy gt question !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dammit la.... >< hais... tis sucks so much lor.. i did quite well 4 the design.. but.. presentation sucked alot =/
so yea.. can tell i'm getting a D 4 the project =.=
anyways.. after sch went 2 east point 2 buy my psp memory stick meet up wif ye han jeremy n jian cai. wei wei wanted 2 find skinnies but failed lols.
so bought my memory card we went 2 IP zone 2 see wei wei skinnies tis time 2 ask den i went 2 see the jackets 1 saw 1 tat i really liked n was 43 BUT! had 50% discount which was like.. dam cheap? loll so i bought it
=x
hehe.. really liked it la xD
after we done wif tat went 2 eat den went 2 jeremy house 2 put psp games thx jr n han! =DD
weeee i finally gt more choices 2 play on my psp =X hehe~ after all tat we left jeremy's house went home 2 make the memory stick files. n emo abt my presentation lol...
was thinking of redo-ing it but den again..>< wat makes mi think i won;t get stage fright again =(
dam.. i really wan 2 over come tis la... tis fear of ppl..
=/
! jy miiiiii!!!
tml~ basketball selections hopefully can get in ba if can;t nvm lor try ask if i can go simei 4 cca instead ^^ hopfully will b able 2 see old classmates n tat person oso if i can go simei ite 4 cca or O lvl maths =(
so.. is there really no more fate..? no more friendship..? all of the past was already erased i guess =/
i really wish that i could keep our friendship atleast...
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5:47 AM.
yea.. posting again... lols....
i think... i'm just gonna 4get everything... thrs no hope le oso...
jus chated wif tat person.. lols. after a long time all we could say was jus afew words...=( i really wished tat car din stopped.... =(
y issit tat life haf 2 b so unfair 2 mi all the time =(
i guess tats my fate ba... suffer through out life.. hais.
truly sux alot la...
i really wish i could change the past... but if i did.. i wouldn;t had met these new frens i made in ite. i noe i seriously fail in keeping frenships but .. i was hoping i could keep tat frenship alive but i guess.... =(
nw.. i haf 3 more wishes ...
1) make a stronger frenship wif tat person..
2) keep frenship wif my sec sch fren.
3) stay frens wif the new frens i made in ite..
=(
is it all really over? =(
XiiaoWings blogged at
7:36 AM.
2day seems 2 b a gd day but the outcome of 2day really makes mi hate myself alot....
=.=
anyways.. went 2 sch as per normal nearly gt langa by car tis time sure close ~.~
after tat go 2 sch as per normal had drawing lesson as per normal.. u get it ba.. 2day seems quite normal but i talked abit more wif my classmates
after sch went 2 haf lunch at white sand n zzz somehw i felt abit irritated by something =.=
dam la.. y all this nid 2 happend now...
hais w/e .. i wish tat car wouldn't had stopped tis morning =/
anyways.. presentation postponed 2 weds meanin i gt more time 2 practis on wat i;m going 2 say
felt abit happy when many ppl said tat my artwork 4 my project is nice ~!
my vince even said very good!!
lols.
so yea...
overall quite a gd day i think ~,~
why is it that when i want to talk to you, your no where from contact... i guess the promise was really what made you continue talking to me....
XiiaoWings blogged at
6:40 AM.
ytd~
went ehub 2 play pool n bought my death note wallets, yea.. i bought 2..
hmm.. mood was nt tat bad la ytd quite gd le actually. anyways starting 2 love playing pool lols dam fun la xD
played nt bad episcally the last round i played in lols. the last 2 balls in =DD
hehes onli thing bad abt 2day was the 2pid wallet cannt put coins =.=! in other word i can;t use 4 sch zzz
2day~ spend the day watching soul eater n doing assignment n essay pretty much boring la.
tml hopfully i won;t b so moody oso la =/
hoping 4 a gd day ba~~!
jy mi! tml presentation!!
if only i could relive that moment again =(
XiiaoWings blogged at
8:04 AM.
hais everything nw ok le so w/e ... i still can;t b bothered abt w/e happend between them or wat alr. is jus tat i think i put 2 much trust in2 certain ppl again la.. wow.. my sense of judgement in trusting ppl so lousy 1 ah
anyways i really think la.. hao xin mei hao pao . jus becoz i'm talking doesn;t mean i'm nt pissed/irritated.
anyways...
nth much 2day in sch oso after sch went orchard 2 go kinokuniya, art friend and far east. saw classmates in kinokuniya lols. nth much oso i was planning 2 buy shounen jump but changed my mind in the end so jus spent money on art supply.. again.. =.="
at far east oso dam boring.. nth much thr oso la.. jus rmb saw tis super duper chio... car loll look like bumble bee the car sia onli it's green dam chio lor!
if i gt the money n the house hor..
i will so buy tat car n make it like show case infront of my house man it's really dam chio la.. lambo sommore lol!
so in the end of 2day i somehow still feel abit stabbed 4 some reason la.. w/e..
tml going out 2 play pool wif sec sch frens.. hopfully i'm nt feeling so pissed still la..
XiiaoWings blogged at
8:09 AM.
zzz last few days so du lan coz of some really fcking idiots
giving mi all tis crappy attiudes think i wat jus thr 2 act as fren or wat and always being so secretive everything won;t tell n asking mi weather should tell or not wth worst making mi look xiao qi. so wat if i am am i in the wrong 2 get angry?
worst thing is i really hating some1 else close wif mi oso ba aiya w/e la.. being alone is much peaceful argh.. damm angry la nw getting more angry n angry lor =.=!
is like... all these ppl treat so nicely but treat mi so kns in return... go out treat mi like outsider..if like tat ask mi go out 4 wat? waste my fucking time
make everthing so secretive dunwan mi noe anything but when talking ask mi get lost.. dunwan mi 2 noe but dun let mi go home? u wan mi stand 1 corner let u 2 finish n i come back ah? even after tat alr noe i'm angry still make it worst
i serious can;t b bothered abt u anymore la even if break or wat i dun give a dam. waste my time giving a dam oso.
w/e alr la nt happy wif mi jiu nt happy can hate mi 4 all i care i gt more impt things 2 b stressed abt
XiiaoWings blogged at
5:24 AM.
hmm quite a good day i talked wif my classmates more =D
2day had talk at 9 all the other central collegs ppl came 2 my sch lols.. wow my hall can fit all sia =.= .. so yea.. saw wilson n boon huat.
so during the talk i was alking wif wei wei n si hui most of the time half way through i borrow si hui the rubix n play play =x lolafter the talk all over had lesson =/
but was ok la drawing class lols. but.. hmm.. i free tat drawing is like.. 2 free willed =/ as in.. thers nt much 2 draw =/ lols. ok w/e.. 1day quite gd mr vince, APD teach, din come 2 sch so went home earlier
after sch mi wei wei si hui n sarah went 2 xaiver's house wei wei wanted 2 collect some'STUFF' lol at his place he let us watch some nice videos lol =x sarah dun think was nice so she hid behide the chair =x loll! si hui found it really interesting whil emi n wei wei was abit.. =x lol
so after tat we went 2 play basketball tis tis wasn't tat fun ba.. very tiring ._."" + i'm a defender>< i can't get in 2 save my life =.="
lol.... so.. after plaing wei wei was emoing so all of us went over try talk 2 him .. lols. so we was sitting thr den i very sian wan practis throwing ball on floor in like angle way n catch back ma den i over shot went in2 carpark =.=..
sry xavier ^^"
lols. den jus continued until 5+ den we went home.. took a bus tat was like... 1hr long back 2 pasir ris? .. hmm so yea.. quite a gd day la =]]
but.. would b better if u talked 2 mi..
whrs the promiseu made mi... =((
i would jus trade tat 4 u 2 talk 2 mi like b4....
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8:32 AM.
