+Xiiaowings+

2day both gd n bad moods ba morning bad coz hair dunno wat happend when use hair dryer den auto spike till nt nice ~.~
den late... later in class quite ok ba but abit quite plan 2 go bugis after sch.
2day drawing simple draw hand lols finish quite fast ba later break play deck till 12 like tat
den went back class le touch up on the hand den pass up sian last 2 assignments i get b- =/
hais.
so after sch went bugis wif jj yong choon nick gui hui guan jun annie n vinnie
went art fren den went shop shop awhile
go art fren buy stuff 4 project ,bought paint lols
after they were done we meet wif dom n wei han at bugis junction 2 eat b4 tat mi n jj went 77th street see see he bought the thingy 4 wrist de dunno wat it's called lolll
after tat went food court den but ice cream soda xD lols
den later vinnie eating we all disturb her by making disgusting noise until she really nv eat finish xD lol!
so after tat
mi n jj took train back 2 pasir ris *he meeting fren* den i went home lols. in bus saw si hui n jian cai sia.. later go home slacked chat on msn dota den maple overall 2day was fun when was out wif frens but at home.. it's really boring =/ n i start 2 think abt... =/
lols... i really dunno wat i wan .. wat i wanna do.. hw i'm going 2 get it done =/ anyways tml no sch but nid do project =/ going dom house do project den play world tour xD loll~
hopefully sat free den can..

XiiaoWings blogged at 9:56 AM.

tired

hmm.. well quite tired 2day
had pe + gt cca @@
went 2 sch late due 2 stomach ach in the morning =/
when reached thr i lucky nt till so late still can mark my attendence lols.
after tat went down saw ed he oso has pe on the same day as mi lols after tat played basketball.. wa dam tired =/ after resting awhile went hall 2 play badminton lols. later pe over le go 4 break eat lunch den play deck till adp start at class we all play dota lols n did abit of work
did tis till sch over
den we start back awhile play more dota lols. till around 4.30 den went 4 cca le
meet lim jas n her fren thr den den thr tgt
cca.. boring =/ din skate coz no skate =.= lols.
after cca went 4 dinner wif si hui lim jas her fren guan jun n his bro
ate at T1 lols.. so packed =.= sommore 6 ppl nt much table can fit 6 ppl ba =/ while eating mi n si hui tag team shoot guan jun till he nth 2 say~~ lols lim jas the fren lol totally dun understand wat mi n si hui saying lolll
after eating went tis shop... waa alot of nice stuff sia den somehw walked around abit look at cloths den went off le
emo-ed myway home in bus lols.
came home le.. 9.30 like tat waa dam tired >< din really played much game 2day oso baaa
hais my heart i dunno y jus feels so messy.. i feel tats something bad is going 2 happend >< wif..
._.""
lols.... even on9 but was 4 awhile onli ba...
hope tis feelind doesn't mean anything ba... =/
hais.........

XiiaoWings blogged at 8:07 AM.

hmm.?

`2day no lifeskill xD no chit chat session 2~!~!
morning went back 2 hsc 2 collect something si hui pei mi go thr at the office... wa.. all i can say is 1 of the staff thr attitude still nv change =.= still so... lols.. anyways.. wasted like 1hr+ thr even eat thr lols saw many teachers we noe 2
hsc food still nice n cheap ba lols
after tat went mrt i go buy the epass thingy den took mrt we surpose 2 go 2 bugis but den.. quite late le den we call sarah she tell us wait at paya lebar 4 them den half way started raining le =/ hais.. style hair 4 nth ~.~
anyways mi n si hui went the sony shop thr i bought my ear piece.. again.. 38 bucks =/ no remote but gt 1 yr warenty so it's 100% real sony lols. ~~~
later went 2 the mac thr waited 4 sarah n the rest
later onli sarah n mellisa came o.o the rest dunno whr.. later really heavy rain liao tat siao zah bor si hui wan get wet again =.= zz den i like.. nid chase her around wif the urmbrella =.=
zzz if i noe i share wif sarah let mel chase her better =/
later at traffic light mi n si hui stand quite out ba den 1 car zoom pass.... we both kena splash =.=den i stoned... lol........ after tat took bus back 2 sch meet nad den asiyan came oso later on went down saw guan jun lols he in sch at 8 lolll
later jj came den we like.. walk from co op back n froth so many times..... ~.~ lols. later went adp dom nt yet come.. wei han oso.. so i played dota awhile =x later wei han come dom still nt thr... so continue later dom came le.. did abit of work den continue play =XX lols
after tat went home le lols. abit sian when taking bus le felt abit emo thinking abt something ba ~.~ zz
later at home din even go bathe first... jus slacked thr.... thinking... hmm.. tis project theme somehws makes mi think...
the earth is dieing lols..
everything might b gone. am i jus going 2 stay quite.. nt 2... =/
hais
i dunno..
later in maple go ks 1 cbk den she kpkb talk like 1 10 yr old den so fed up scold scold scold her
later he guildmate pm mi
lols her guildmate oso dun see it's my falut so lala~~ w/e she oso so hopless i pity her man...
after tat dota.. till headach lols..
well.. dun seem 2 see u on9 oso ba. lols><

hais my emo-ness is coming back..... =/ lols..

XiiaoWings blogged at 8:20 AM.

rest of the day

hmm class start at 9 so meet si hui at mrt at 8.30++ lol
hehe style my hair till i see quite nice but lols. tats jus 2 mi.. i go class sure gt alot of ppl say. wa... den tat cb earpiece again spoil =.= kns.. after sch going back throw table throw chair liao... so in train like very sian cann't listen my music 2 set my mood =/ so jus talk wif si hui. later arrive at sch le.. as i predicted many ppl talk abt my hair cut but ok la.. most of them saying look nicer lols so had drawing tracy nv come dunno 4 wat reason so jus draw ppl i kena go model =.= zzz 1 cbk keep making noise very irritating =.=
later after drawing went out eat den suddenly we at the gate waiting 4 the girls mus n ayu came out ask mi lend my black marker wa.. den ayu =.= lend le still suan mi!! rawrs nvm nvm give face =x
after tat went eat le went back sch go 4 adp wa.. the room dam hot la.. den ppl selfish dunwan let others haf the fan =.=
anyways. adp gt new project again tis time group work i team up wif dom n wei han the project is abt abstract art so our theme is worlds end *lols*
so.. ya i kena b the ldr =.= which i dunno hw well it will go.. giving tat i suck at being a ldr... ~.~ lols.. ><
hope tis project can get gt grades =D lols. been long time since did group work ba
2 used 2 depending on myself =/
lols. msged oso
gt reply but super late...
but hey... it's still a reply =]
after sch went 2 central wif si hui 2 go the shop complain le
i over thr step 1 pai kia =X
nb the lady which i tot was quite gd give mi a very bad impression of the shop le she tot i dunno hw 2 speck chinese so she tell the owner in chinese n hokkien"tis 1 come back kpkb alr he lik ent happy le hw?"
den the owner was like give him another new 1? fck u la =.= later oso spoil sommore the silver look so kns so when he said tat in chinese i str8 away tell him i dunwan a new 1 i'm very pissed off alr i wan my money back
he jus tell her give mi back loll ~~~~
i win =DD
but i suspect they sold mi fake sony ear pieces if nt y they like so gd give mi my way surly is something wrong rite? lols.~~after tat go home le slack den dota~~~
tml no life skills =DDD sch starts at 1~~
going out b4 sch start going back hsc maybe eat thr oso =X
den going meet sarah they all 2 buy stuff
lols

aww.. i'm really confuse i don't know what i want =/

XiiaoWings blogged at 9:24 AM.

ytd~~~~

ytd
went out wif ching
woke up late.. =/ woke him up late oso ~.~
din get scolded lols
later went back 2 slp.. soon he msged mi saying he abt 2 leave his house le.. n he taking mrt =.=
zzzzz
den i rush eat n bathe when was done he alr reached the salon. he going dye his hair dark blue
when got thr he nt yet start oso lols.. so asked 4 the hairstyle mag 2 see see hairstyles was thinking wan change le lols.
den he told mi he dying black colour =.= i nearly belive... until i see his face when he tell mi.. gt tat wan laugh but cannt face lols it's like.. wan 2 laught le.. den control become 2 a smile lols
later he done putting the dye le the auntie come over cut 4 mi lols.. over thr nid talk in chinese @@"
but ok la xD i feel tat my chinese has improve alot =DD can talk more like chinese ppl le xDDDDD
after i was done des came he oso wan 2 go cut hair den waited 4 ching 2 finish oso lols.
later he done le mi n ching over thr slack while waiting 4 des i over thr play dj max xD lol.. den everytime ching talk 2 mi after finish i nid restart song ~.~""
lols.. sooo later des done le.. we all pay le den go take bus 2 ehub
in the bus... my tat "new" earpiece broke =.= zzz kns.. den later des got off.. i over thr begging ching pei mi go back the shop =/ coz scared alot lols... + he thr show fierce face can le ma... lol later went ehub le went 2 haf lunch ate burgar king we both tried the new meal.. the dunno wat topsy? nice seh... xD like.. gt chips inside lols..~ later... fullll >< + had headach le.. = i sure tio own =/ b4 i go get owned we go the shop selling skates in ehub wa... so.... =.= the price i think ok la.. but dam ugly =.=
the guy stilll tell mi can go east coast buy gt more + gd quailty the prices might b abit more exp oso ba..
so.. after tat ya.. we go pool alr fully booked sia.. =/ den waited waited n waited .. saw tat shemale =.= lol he oso agree shim gt guy face but gt boobs lol.. =x
later gt table le.. we started playing wa... ytd ... i really tio own la =.= zzzzz
omgs man.. all the rounds i lose.. onli win 1 time cos he in white n black ball lols.. lol den the last round funny we disturb each other lols. after tat we stoped le we took bus back 2 central hehe he pei mi go thr in the end den changed le the earpieces lol.. they give mi the 1 last friday she open de ~.~ nvm.. if again spoil.. i go thr throw table throw chair liao la.... =.= den as i promise... i blanja him bubble tea + pei him wait 4 bus see i so kind... lols. whil ewaiting he went the void deck awhile drink finish first b4 going 2 wait 4 bus so chatted alot lols. somehw planned nxt time going out again? lols. hmm.. ya lols dunno le la.. fun going out wif him but den many ppl saying things abt him >< hais dunno le oso..
still sees him in tat way ba? =/
anyways.. after tat walked home wa.. still headach =.=den come home le mum bought pizza <33333333333333 PIZZA~!~!~!~!~!<3333333333333333333
but nt the 1 i like T_T! wasted!!
after eating go slack awhile watch wu di san bao mei
lols.. tis wk the epi.. really touching la.. >< even i see le wan cry =/ lol..
if gt cd i will buy!! >< dam nice la..
after tat faster chiong drawing =/ turned out quite nice ^^ after tat went maple. he nv on9 so go play dota le =D
die.. getting addicted 2 dota lols ~!
but it's ok.. dota is so funnn =DD
lols after playing.. 1am le o.o! so went 2 slp~
overall was a really gd day =] lols
nw.. morning sian 2day try try style hair see hw it goes ba.. class starts at 9~!tats the way it should b man.....

XiiaoWings blogged at 4:30 PM.

hais the feeling is back.. =/
zz
but i'm more of confuse den emo.. ._.
anyways.. 2day.. waited 4 him coz he ytd ask mi if 2day free or nt.. so tot maybe wan ask mi go out or play maple.. waited n waited nearly wanted 2 give up alr n play dota so when i tell jj n wh i wan play.. i see him on9 =/ so patch my lappy n on9 thr while i play dota lol
in the end =/ was really nth.... lols...
anyways.. after dota went 4 my jap lesson 2 day 1st lesson was hmm... abit boring ba but the lesson is interesting when the teacher stop talking abt stuff i din pay 2 learn abt lols.
ended i think5~19 mins late ~.~
the class mostly around my age ppl ba lols.
after tat went back hoem on9 maple
wasn;t on9 le.. so i logged out awhile
play soul carnival awhile den saw msn he on9 le.. so i went maple wasn;t... den i tot 2 myself.. hais.. he really gt a new char? =/
later he on9 lols
yea.. talked alot =]
but lols.. i dunno la.. abit confused >< i nid time 2 think ba..... tml will b going out wif him somehw i am abit scared..... i dunno y =/

XiiaoWings blogged at 10:45 AM.

=/ ?

2day had quite gd mood ba.. went out abit later den when was near mrt si hui msg mi say she jus woke up =.= 2nd time late... anyways... i went 2 sch 1st due 2 my overwhelming sweat.. so yea... train so empty =DD
at bus stop saw annie den she look my direction den look away =.= she took the bus behide oso lol....
later in bus si hui call mi say adp start at 11 i was like !#@$!@#$??!?! i came so early 4 fun ah =.=
den went sch 1st went up class check saw maggie inside lol den saw randy he say 10.30 lesson start so i went down canteen find frens lols. all of them busy doing their adp projects =/ so din wan 2 disturb them so i jus sit down lols.. later went up class can say adp 2day totally slacked onli helped jj abit wif his colouring baa lols den play deck wif dom awhile.
after tat 2hr break went out sch~ went 2 mac haf lunch den went 2 world of jj bought few boosters .. =.= still trying quit!!
den played deck awhile thr oso after tat went back sch 4 drawing
2day drawing dam funny ba kept laughing xD
after sch went eat ice cream wif yong choon guan jun annie gui hui n si hui den later went back central try change my ear pieces =/ go thr le tell the lady thr she open another box oso gt the smell she say is the wire the smell ba if gt anything wrong i can go back 2 her
abit ps coz make her open 1 new 1 2 check oso leh >< but.. she really gd enuff 2 do tat ba other shop ppl will heck care de lols.
at home took a nap den xfer dota 2 com again later played wif dom jj n wei han few rounds till quite late ba later.. chatted awhile.. nw.. i dunno? =/ lols..
hais still in mix feelings mood =/ dunno wat 2 say.. he doesn;t reply...

XiiaoWings blogged at 11:14 AM.

hmm..

hmm.. 2day dunno as i ok or nt? lols.. i think i am ba =]
went 2 sch very late coz of SOME1 won;t say who ba coz later si hui will ps de ... opps =XX
yea... late till kena mark absent =.= nvm.... w/e.. came 2 sch den emo-ed lols.. jus stay quiet after sch went 2 bugis wif si hui sarah su hua jj ah choon annie vinne gui hui n guan jun
went art fren den went shopping abit after tat went home de transfer dota 2 my com hehe.. abit addicted 2 dota le
hmm i dunno if ur really ok ba.... lols.. hais.. y does the senses come back? =/

XiiaoWings blogged at 7:52 AM.

hmm.. 2day mood somehw was back ba..
morning was quite ok le i came earlier den si hui =xx loll
later go sch had pe played basketball hmm i'm slowly improving? =D
ok la.. i still suck at it.. i still while playing will blur out de.. but hey.. i'm still learning =]
after tat was dam sweaty din go out wif jj they all eat 2day stay in sch play deck
lols.. no comments abt tis.. anna quit.. dunwan waste money T_T
after tat adp all play dota lols. till 4.30 den mi si hui su hua n guan jun went 4 cca at tamp ite skate sports
hmm was fun la xD but the skates... omgs leh... 350 ...... zzz dunno wan buy outside or nt leh..... =/ mum like saying 2exp... lols.. dunno oso la.. after cca mi si hui lim jas su hua guan jun n his bro went tamp 2 haf dinner lols jas irritated by guan jun coz tis si parrot keep copy was ppl say =X
anyways. si hui n su hua lols make us laugh whole way laa lolll xD we firstly went tamp1 the foodcourt no space =/ so we go food junction eat ~ ate pepper lunch =]
after tat we went 2 popular su hua wan buy colour pencil but end up buy pencil =.=
den later go converse see shoes
wa.. i saw 1 i like leh >< but 170 T_T
dam nice leh.......!!!!
new target lol =x
after tat we all went sperate ways ba..
ok la nt all lols.
mi si hui n lim took bus *nt tgt* the other 3 all took mrt lols.
was tiring but fun ba 2day =]]]
my mood really came back le..
thx 2 my frens =D lols these ppl.. i 100% will nv b able 2 thank them ba.. >< lols.
but still their really gd frens =]

anyways. hmm. i dunno if i shold or nt.. i've heard ur reason le.. lols.. ok.. u went in the mood or at ba.. but i dunno.. >< somehw the past sense came back... hais..
y do i still see u in tat way.... many told mi ur nt worth it.. but y can;t i think like them>< nt tat i dunwanna b frens or wat la.. i do.. but.. i'm jus afrid tat something like tat might happend again? =/i saw hw u act when ur wif tat person... so wat if i was wif u outside alone.. he suddenly came 2 find u again.. will u treat mi like the childish guy he sees mi as? yea.. i am childish.. but i rather b tat den b emo.. lols really dunno la ><
jus wish tat u won;t do anything u'll regret 4 nw ba..

XiiaoWings blogged at 9:28 AM.

no.. i'm not okay

started off quite ok.. morning met farrah took train tgt.. she n si hui talking i jus keep quiet no mood 2 talk..
later in sch try nt 2 b moody talk abit lifeskills.. zz boring.. over thr playing wif pen.. den rmb something last time teach mi de.. 1 magic trick tried 2 do it.. n it worked.. msged.. but din get a reply =/ mood became somehw worst..
den went out eat lunch eat le den go back den went 4 teacher contact over thr play deck edit deck.. den go adp play more deck.. den slacked..after tat go home emo-ed on9 maple.. was nt on9.. =/
later some1 else on9-ed saw him saying 1 word.. somehw knew was on9.. maybe cre8 new char.. dunwan mi 2 noe =/ hais.. i really dunno la.. wat did i do wrong.. =(
sometimes feel tat... if i din haf tis blog.. i might alr kill myself la.... 1 way 4 mi 2 pour tis all out...... =/ hais.. i jus wanna noe.. did i do something... 2 make u angy.. enuff tat u made a new char n din wan 2 let mi noe abt? or maybe i'm thinking 2 much? =/ zz i really dunno........ r u angry wif mi?.. did something happend?..or did u 4get mi...?
=/
does tis means finaly score.. 6-11 ....
can a person really change tat much in less den a day?

XiiaoWings blogged at 8:14 AM.

dunno wat 2 say.. 2day.. was actually quite ok in sch de.. but jus very quiet =/ my mood wasn;t thr.. yet i was trying 2 talk as much as i could... dunwan them 2 think i show attitude or wat.. so yea.. was thinking abt something ba.. =/
hais..
anyways.. went out eat lunch again. ate lontong
later adp slack slack do work slack
later after sch went worl of jj buy cards.
i bought the 5D spellcaster deck 25 bucks.. but gt slient magician lvl 4 n lvl 7 lols.. after tat saw dom n xaiver whack booster.. den i oso see till wan .. so bought total of 5 booster 1 of them is xaiver de tml his paying back
lols. gt 1 foil card
xaiver gt earthbound god 3d de he sold it oso lols.. later mi n dom alr scared spend 2 much den we left wei han oso went wif us.. so left xaiver thr ><
i was still slightly moody.. but yea.. still ok..
later at pasir ris i was alone le.. took 21 saw 1 person...
later got down.. i think oso gt down same stop.. i was using my earplugs.. den like heard some1 shouting.. dunno issit he was at thr busstop waiting 4 tat person... hais.. but i jus kept walking... went home.. emo-ed.. den went maple.. his char was on9 bu he din say anything.. alt tab 2 chat wif frens on msn alt tab back.. he was back she on9-ed. they were talking abt mi..
tat i din wake him up ytd =/
n he was nt in mood.. hais.. i dunno wat 2 do le la... jus continue biting.. many ppl say tat his nt worth le.. but i myself dunno =/ i dunno if i wanna or nt.... hais..
sometimes.. gd... sometimes.. bad.......
>< hais.. i jus wish i can disappear =(
hais... i wanna talk abt tis.. but it seems like his in a bad mood still.. if i do.. he might get more angry.. =/

am i okay?
no..lets jus hope that things gets better...

n hope that i won't show people how i'm feeling in school..

XiiaoWings blogged at 6:51 AM.

lols.. as usually.. after getting angry i jus feel emo...
lols.... ur ok le.. but i dun feel ok
i dunno y but... i can;t stay angry wif u either =.= even though i noe tat i should b... but i can;t blame u abt it 2? =/
confused...
morning woke up saw ur msg.. din dare go back 2 slp coz scared wake u up late.. when time come.. msg 4 times + 1 call u hanged up n din reply any.. n soon the 1 hr was going 2 over... later the nxt 1 hr... i msged 2 times + 1 call.. u hanged up again but u replied mi.. scolding mi.. 4 wake u up early.. i got angry .. so i replied wif attiude. den u came on9.. n scolded mi more.. 4 nt wakeing u up early.. e.g. i nv reply back den u dunno hw 2 keep caling ah? lols.. jus feel like.. hurt la.. i mean.. i did try 2 wake u up.. who likes getting hanged up on the phone la.. den u said.. ur in a bad mood .. but u said ur angry tat even though i noe u wanna lvl 120 2day.. but i woke u up late hais.. anyways.. training was jus cold la.. later found a gd map.. asked u u scolded mi.. n din trust tat i found a map.. when we gt thr,, u jus kept quiet.. when tat some1 else on9 u chatted 2 him.. like nth happend.. n.. he was thr ytd 2? lols.. so wat else did u tell mi is a lie? =/
hais.. later .. i alt tabbed 2 on music.. when i came back u were gone.. u left mi a msg saying
dunwan train le no mood go back town
u din even wait 4 mi 2 back... he msged mi after tat.. but i din wan 2 reply it..
after u left i jus exploded.. getting more angry and angry i i just hated u 4 tat momment .. i jus couldn;t think abt ur side.. coz i felt u were being so selfish.. tat u jus vent ur anger on mi.. the 1 who u haf hurted the last 2 days... so n enuff.. u had 2 make it a bad day 2day 2... hais.. later on after chatting 2 few frens abt it. some hw cooled down.. den decided 2 reply ur msg.. asking if ur ok..
u jus said okay la.
lols.. hais.. ur ok alr.. but y am i nt.. i jus feel so angry wif u still... hais.. i nw.. jus feel confuse abt wat 2 think abt him... hais.. jus no mood alr la... .. it's been a long time since i had 2 do it... yea.... nt cut but bite my hand.. =/ hais can't control anger.. so had 2 do tat.. 2 feel the pain somewhr else.. so wat if i'm emo.... i dun care anymore =/ life jus sux la...

anyways.. adp project done.. drawing assignment done..
jus wish tml.. my mood will b back>< i dunwan 2 face my frens wif the face u currently haf...

XiiaoWings blogged at 10:13 AM.

2 sided faces

lols.. wat a day la.. 1stly.. woke up on com den saw msn website gt the new internet explorer dl link.. so try 2 dl it.. everything ok but cannt play maple.. den all i could think was.. no maple = no more chats... den msged him saying bad news my com gt problem can;t maple.. he msg back lol 2x wattime start wtf =.=
hais.. den he had 2 use my bs 2 spam.. i use dk 2 hb.. zz he keep asking my com hw can go in alr anot like.. he wan 2 jus slack but ok la.. i understand de ba... even though i was abit pissed wif him still ba...
den later... he said some1 at his place... when he told mi b4 tat he doesn;t let frens 2 go over 2 his place so..? a lie? lols... n after u said tat.. u treated mi like u din even noe mi.. like i was jus some1 training wif u.... lols... i dunno wat 2 say.. i'm angry n abit sad oso.. i treated u as a very close fren of mine.. i took the leave 2 go out wif u ytd... yea.. u made the starting part worth it.. but later on.. hais.. i dunno wats going on le ba... y did tat guy haf 2 come in all of the sudden.. making everything worst zz n i can;t tell u str8 in ur face coz of the promise..... zzzz
atleast i keep promises.... hais... i'm jus totally moodless... i really wan 2 talk 2 u abt it la.. clear everything... b4 i clear myself.. u noe.. disappear.......
=/ zz so wats nxt 4 tml? =/

XiiaoWings blogged at 9:27 AM.

wake up.. the dream is already over...

lols... in emo mood nw ba....
=/
2day....
i feel tat it's wasted..
went 2 sch den go office tale leave form den went 4 adp during adp asked sarah 4 colouring lessons lols she teaching quite gd ^^ den after tat i went back my seat 2 practis colour. turned out qute ok 4 my first time ba .
after tat end class le.. can prepare 2 go meet him le. he wasn;t rdy so pei my frens go 2 mac n eat lunch den played 1 round of yu gi oh wif nas.. i lost~.~" lols
after tat.. he still nt rdy.. so we went world of jj
den he finally ok le.. took train we actually wanted 2 meet at bedok but later change 2 pasir ris den went 2 white sand first 2 but white marker den later he came le. we took bus 2 ehub den play pool awhile
win him 3 times ~~ 1 time is coz he in black ball is wrong pocket lols. other 2 is jus win de ba.. after tat we went 2 the mac thr. i blanja him ice cream lols. 2 somehw thank him 5 the dinner last sat after tat went back sch.. so sian.. go in the gate the prefect greet us like we vip lol. den i register at the gate thr.. after tat we went office but saw teachers we noe lols. den chatted
after tat wan go hall le.. saw daph n wei en =.= they onli saw him... i was transprent.... den later go office....
u knew wat happend yet u act dumb... r u really jus a fcking slut ? still the same fcking slut i unfortunedly had as a classmates 4 4yrs?
wow... times has changed but ur still the say slut .... dun fcking act dumb la.. u noe wat happend... yet u still said tat _|_
anyways.. went in office he go get his certi den saw miss fa lol she look like miss tracy lols..
den later went hall.. they tell mi i nid 2 register again at the hall thr _|_ hsc =.=
den jian cai oso nv.. so we 2 talked tgt lor.. lols... till jeremy came.. n some1 else.. tat i dun really like...yea... came 2 find him de... lols..
later jeremy si hui n alex came le.. we 5 ppl all chatting
they 2 ps us
miss chua came ba n chatted wif us
miss chua can really b a gd fren ba.. but her as teacher... ><
lols.
later.. he went off.. he jus 4got he promise mi tat will pei mi till the end.. afterwards go 4 dinner.... lols..
den we all slack thr till 7++
den all come down.. we go thr talk talk wif classmates n teachers lols mr lim... so sarcastic... omgs.. i wan learn from him le after tat walked back wif them 2 central.. den i went home le.. lols..

i am a back up friend or something..? lols.. i so expected something like that would happend la..... i noe i can;t b angry .. coz u did ask if i wanted 2 go.. n said when i done n wanna go thr msg u.. but i'm jus angry coz of the fact tat.. u ps-ed mi broke a promise... n jus went off.. 2 disappear.... so wat if i like anime.. wats wrong wif it.. so wat if i like being lame n childish.. tats jus mi.. am a design student.. i'm surpose 2 b very animated..
but.. so wat... doesn;t change the fact tat when tat person came.. u acted like u din noe mi... u onli jus said a few words....

XiiaoWings blogged at 6:48 AM.

lols. 2day morning went ehub wif si hui. go the arcade kena chase out =.= coz the shemale can see my uni zzz.... den pool was closed.. so we went white sand 2 the arcade.. the arcade ppl playing jubeat le =/ so we went pop i bought colour pencils lol den we went mac slack eat draw n colour after tat took train le.. woohooo train so empty ~! den at paya lebar busstop saw annie sitting near tis group of fcking xia lan n guai lan cbks trying di siao mi think i dun understand chinese nb they gt problem i hair long ah... jealous jus say la nt happy my taiji ah nt happy dun see leh _|_
anyways... later go class table all changed so sat wif the guys again lol den draw n draw n draw n draw..........
till 5 lols..
den pei xaiver dom n wei han go world of jj awhile see them buy booster den after tat went 2 mrt platform 2 find si hui den took train home le.. after tat.. on9-ed maple den started on ADP project le practis colouring plan plan the posters till he on9-ed .. den chatted n plan 4 tml. =]
after tat maple again~ den went find scrolls he scroll my glove 4 mi pass =DD
so overalll.. quite a gd day =] onli those fcking kpkb ppl _|_ fck them si bei guai lan

XiiaoWings blogged at 10:03 AM.

hmm.. 2day was quite ok ba wasn't late 4 once
had pe 2day.
ran 2 rounds den played basketball~~
lols i still sucked... but helped abit oso ba~ lols
den half way started raining lol.. was quite heavy n i din feel like going 2 shelter wanted 2 stay under the rain 2 think..
lols but mai la =/ later ppl say i siao.... or emo =/
den played yu gi oh till adp start.. adp nth much draw abit of the teaser poster den played psp. jj help mi put yu gi oh tag force 3 in my psp so played tat while he play his gta addicted liao lol
after tat went 2 world of jj wif xaiver he bought boosters n 1 deck.
i bought 1 10cent card den the auntie give mi free =DD
after tat meet jr at the mrt platform. we going 2 bugis artfren wanted 2 jio him de.. but he wasn;t free lols.
buy the board n pens n pencil 4 adp project after buy finish went food junction at bugis thr 2 eat. i ate omellet noodle~ << very nice =DD price reasonable 2 5.20~
after tat went kinokuniya see see den saw vincent ng the book till si hui high loll but tat book like gd leh teach wat kind of excerise 4 which part gd maybe i will buy 1 ba lols must cut fats!!
after tat went home. tat si si hui ps mi go simei take bus home =.=den alone go back pasir ris =/ at home.. jus waited ba.. lols =/ 2 tired 2 day.. + i dun think it will happend ba...

XiiaoWings blogged at 8:30 AM.

cold day

2day.. lack of my energy din really haf much mood 2day ><
morning woke up alr sian coz gt lifeskill 1st ~.~
was abit late 4 sch so nt place 2 sit =/
den during lifeskill break nv eat
after tat go back class den i slpt..
after LPD was break... went out again tis time i din eat jus drink lemon tea kena suan by the guys while walking thr. lols. >< mood nt gd.. made myself look xiao qi =/
after eating went back sch 4 talk c0ck session aka form teacher contact.
ms tracy took over le.. hais.>< i hopes she will b as fun as mr ee ba.. lols. no comments man...
after tat was adp den start at 2.30.. den stomach abit pain le.. so ate den ppl suan mi say fat still eat knn i eat his taiji ah =.= must b no money cannt eat tats y wan say mi
lols. after tat went up adp daph was thr she came back 4 dunno wat reason lols. den adp jus do reseach 4 project den draw abit show mr vonce ask 4 opion den slacked till sch over.. at home.. nth much onli very sian.. waitied again.. onli 2 jus feel so.. =/
so yea... a really cold day =(
.....

will i be replaced soon..? just 2 days.. and we can;t talk so much as before... =(

XiiaoWings blogged at 8:29 AM.

1st day of sch

2day was the 1st day of sch~..
well.. last nite couldn;t slp ba.. was thinking abt somethings..... =/
mainly abt the holis ba. den was like.. felt abit sad ba.. coz it's all over ..=(

so 2day.. woke up at 6 ate breakfast bathe prepare den left house.. found out i 4get take file in bus.. found out my ear piece left side spoil in lift=.=!...
den went mrt station wait 4 si hui.. SHE WAS LATE!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
den took train =x lols train 2day so slow... went 2 class alittle late.. but no lessons 2day in class most of my frens were alr thr so nw drawing class is 2 big classrooms connected 2 1.. lols
den cannt choose whr 2 sit =/ but lucky jus nxt 2 mi was junjie on the other table n sitting nxt 2 mi was sarrah so yea.. heng ^^
so after tat jus slacked till drawing over den went out 4 lunch 2 tis vegetarian hawker bought few dishes den shared among ourselves den they order surgar can jucie... n i din even noe... till i hear them say sugar cane after they order... zz drink abit of tat din feel so well... 2 sweet.. =/
after tat went back sch was ADP new project started the horror movie posters mr vince approve my story =] the 1 ching helped mi 2 think of wif =]
den slacked even more... den suddenly randy found porn on his com? lols.. den all gather watch =X lolls
after sch went world of JJ dom n wei han wanted buy tis booster which has dark magician girl. dom buy 2 packs both gt den i tot ok la buy 1 den i buy n open dom say if nt infront dun haf den i see sian nt infront den junjie say see the rest den really gt tat card leh xD den wei han jealous le lols den i buy another 1 more pack
gt tat card again =D den dom bought 1 more he oso gt again
den wei han alr .. wan so much..
he buy 1 pack n i buy 1 more =X
den he ask jun jie help him open.. he see gt he scream like 1 girl tats kena molest =.= den after tat dom bought 1 deck.. den we headed 2 pasir ris 2 pop 2 buy project things in the end nv =/ den from thr... we went home le lols
at home.. i tot maybe he might b on9 in maple ba..
so on9-ed i waited..
while waiting chatted on msn den waited more.. n yea he on9 =] chatted abit oso ba lols.

miss holis abit.. but yea.. sch has 2 start sometime? rite =/
kinda miss it alot ba.... coz nw.. we'r nt free anymore.. 2 go out tgt chat or w/e =/

XiiaoWings blogged at 9:14 AM.

last day or holis

well.. after a long 3wks away from sch.. tml it will b the 2nd term wow.. actually quite fast lols.
so summries my holis~ played pool n maple alot went out wif frens alot rested at home alot chatted n gt closer wif some1 lols.
so yea.. i can say.. i enjoyed my holis alot =]
so well. during the holis.. hmm i can say tat few of the days i will nv 4get ba =]
like..
4T1 class chalet & bbq - stayed over nite
playing pool on sat wif ching when we surpose 2 go cut hair lol
last sunday nite? =/ reason won;t b stated =p
1st wk friday movie n play at park ~
n of coz... ytd =]
these days hahas.. will b engraved 2 my memories.. =] i feel us happy thinking of those days ok maybe nt last sunday nite^^"

anyways 2day~
wow... super boring till nite ba =/
watch jigoku shojo planned 2 draw de but lols.. nv~.~ lols den played maple till dunno wattime.. so decided 2 wait 4 jr or ching on9 2 chat wif ba later jr on9 chatted awhile.. den both afk i back he gone =.= lols.. so i nth 2 do.. tot maybe wait 4 ching on9 ba.. last time chatting wif him? lols.. so yea.. he did hmm but 2day.. we seem 2 chat less ba.. but still =] lols.. i really hope tat.. even when sch starts we both will still b close ba.. my holis i can say wasn;t tat sian coz of him lols coz we played maple tgt training chatting.. lols. hmm i jus hope tat yea.. 2day won;t b the last time we chat ytd won;t b the last time going out wif him.. ytd he somehw had made plans .. of nxt outings but of coz nt really planned la.. jus saying wan go whr.. do wat lols all tat
so.. holis comes 2 an end.. n sch starts again.. i will work hard..! i nw haf my goals... in studys n goals 4 my heart lols. =] jy mi!! =D

A big change up is coming to your immediate surroundings -- the world around you is going to be different place by the end of today than it was yesterday. And with a change in environment, you'll experience a change in attitude as well. What used to seem like a waste of time or a lost cause will suddenly ignite a flicker of hope in your heart. It's time to pick back up on what you thought was a lost cause -- because it just might not be so lost after all!

tats my horoscope from frenster.. i dun really noe wat it means... >< but somehw... i dun really like it i like hw everything is nw... does tis mean wat i was afird might happend... will really happend? =(
no matter wat.. i promise.. tat will nv happend...

XiiaoWings blogged at 6:58 AM.

lols had so much fun ba 2day =]]
~~
went out at 1+ 2 bedok 2 meet wif ching 2 pei him go 2 the cc 2 ask abt his scholarship starting when i was outside my house he msged mi asking whr was i.. so i rushed 2 mrt.. den msged him he say he wan mi 2 go late den iw as like .....?!
so i waited at the interchange when i go thr.. till he msged mi saying he will take sometime b4 his done so i went the library walk walk ... mostly 4 the air-con ba. dam hot @@!! sommore i using jacket ~.~ but still <3 tat jacket xD seriously 1 of the things i may nvr leave my house wif out le lols..
ahh... sooo later half way inside i found the manga drawing books den he msg mi ask mi 2 meet at princess movie threter dunno hw spell den we went mac 2 sit down talk abit lol tat mac funny sia the door like play prank on ppl.. tat door is a pull 2 open n go in door lols den ppl keep push den push cannt open de =x i see le keep laughing lols after we cooled down we went 2 kampung cc i think? lols the place quite ok ba nt so far away quite near actually when gt thr we asked the ppk working thr they say they din recive anyting yet @@ lols means he might haf 2 ask his sch le ><
den atfirst we planned 2 eat estern << western food ching says really nice but the weather dam hot.. so went back mac 2 eat lol while in mac chatted again den he told mi he saw his pri sch fren lols his fren din see him ba den after eating called jr 2 ask him 2prepare 2 leave~ later we walking 2 interchange saw 17 jus go =/ so took train n den took bus 2 ehub~ when we went thr jr wasn;t thr yet so we opened 1 table n started playing den jr came le n we played winner in loser out lols ching keep in lols but! 2day gd achivement i win him =DD 5 times =X
tis 1 i win him 2 times.. lols later jr went off le as he nid go home 4 his mum bday thing
so we continued 2 play n i win him 1 more time ^^
lols after we played 1 hr we took mrt 2 tampinese 2 go 2 tampineseone < new shopping center lols hmm tat place i think quite ok ba.. alot of resteruns alot i nv see b4 de oso lols shopping soso oso ba... overall.. mini vivo-the play pool at roof lols
after tat we both legs like falling off le ... we went 2 burgar king 2 haf our dinner.
lols ching blanja-ed mi dinner =]
^^ after tat we took mrt back 2 pasir ris n walked back 2 ehub 2 play pool awhile as ching gt the feel lol!
reach le. played pool 1st 2 round i win ^^ den nxt he win lol.. hahas wat 2 do.. i had a gd teacher =D
after tat he say clear history we start new our win score lols play played 4 rounds after tat he actually could win all de coz but 1 round he in black ball lols after pool we went off le. took 17 wif him till near my area lols.
so.. overall... 2day was really a very very very fun day =] i mean.. even when walking home i felt so happy lols.. even nw =] .. but tired le~.~
lols even chatted more den lasttime.. somehw when we talk abt 1 thing.. we link 2 another till very far den go back 2 the 1st topic hahas was so fun la~~

maybe what i'm hearing is true.. it's better to stay like this =]
if this would to end.. haha.. i don't know what i will do
but is it still ok to see you that way? =/
but well this could be the last time we see face to face.. i just hope you enjoyed yourself too today as much as i did =]

school starting very soon =( means............ lols..

Our Time is Over..?

XiiaoWings blogged at 8:14 AM.

well. been quite a day.. yea. things back 2 normal...
somehow..
played maple chiong liao siao o.o"" lols..
ok la still gt slack alot =X
den help ching wif his project work make 1 flyer lols. he helped mi wif my horror story atleast my turn help him =]
so yea.. tml.. might b the last day i'll go out wif u till dunno when or maybe nv again? =/ lols.. abit feel bad abt ytds thingy =/
so yea.. tml will b meeting ching first den we both go 2 ehuib meet jr play pool after pool if we sian le den maybe going tampineseone n maybe haf dinner den go home? lols.
wish mi all the best 4 tml ba.. >< make it 1 day he will atleast rmb.. =]
lols. >< i still thinking if i should ask anot leh =/ i like hw thing is nw.. but i also like hw it was last time ._. ... i jus can;t make up my mind la.. hais.. i really wish i can fly away sia..........<< lols.. 2 some ppl might sound lame =/

XiiaoWings blogged at 10:25 AM.

tired

hmm 2day.. yea morning woke up wif 1 person in mind lols. actuallly woke up coz jr call ask mi go ah ma =/ lol..
den i was think abt something oso ba lols.
den went 2 train banger lols i noe sounded wrong but tats the purpose of the char =/ lol.. while training tat char chatted wif jj n ah choon in bl chat alot xD
lols around 6+ ching on9-ed so we went play bomberman pq 4 quite awhile den went 2 spam le lols. hmm looking forward 2 tis sat =] hehe.. i really dunno.. 2day i felt i gain more feeling? lols..

i wonder if u still think of mi tat way><

XiiaoWings blogged at 12:44 PM.

mood much better 2day =]
morning woke up gt a gt reply ending up msging back n forth =]]
later ate bday lunch my bro bday...
den ching called mi jio mi go down ehub play pool played wif him till jr n the rest came lols he taught mi alot =] hahas den blanja him the game oso ba lols since i'm so nice =]
after tat went jr table thr le play awhile den went arcade 4 awhile b4 going back 2 pool after tat we went tamp coz jian cai wan see gundam.. den the shop gt tis gachapon thing gt soul eater =X lols ye han bought den the thingy stuck =X later i oso bought loll! den the auntie nt happy =X coz han in the end make her nid open the thingy oso ma i gt bleah xD nt bad oso la loll den han gt stein lols den later han gt excalibar!!! lol he so kind trade wif mi =DD excalibar<333 loll BAKAMEH!
after tat went went comic connetion while jr n jian cai still gachaing.. i tot wan 2 buy death note ring =/ but dun haf T_T den si hui bought soul eater keychain
after tat i saw they gt sell the booster pack i been looking 4.. n it was the last 1 =/ lol.. boguth it no future fusion =.=
after tat went home le den played maple cr8ed 1 banger char 4 ching lols. i feel tat haf 2 repay him de oso ba.. he supply mi wif pots n even a dk 4 hb 4 mi 2 train myself while training him 2 lols atleast i treated him 2 pool le =]

what is friendship? how do you define closeness of a friendship.. how do you define the trueness of the friendship.. i do know it's gonna be over soon right..?

XiiaoWings blogged at 12:18 PM.

hais.. i really tot thrs nth else 4 mi 2 worry abt wif u le.. but i guess i was wrong... ..
i jus wan 2 hide in my bed n nv come out.. haiz.. the world is a scary place.. wif all tis hurtful stuff.. i really wish it could end..
u said thr nth wrong but.. u doesn't seem 2 haf nth wrong.. wif ur actions
so am i jus the person thr 2 help u jus coz u treat mi as ur fren? when u dun even mean it.. were u usin a mask when u were wif mi? hais my mood was really gone after u said tat i dunno if it's jus mi thinking 2 much again or r ur actions true.. T_T
i wonder.. will u really ask mi 2 go alone tml..? or did u jus wan the help.. lol..
omgs la.. i jus dunno y am i feeling tis stabbed.. but after wat u said my heart jus stopped beating...

if only i had wings... then i would fly up to the unlimited sky.. and stay there.. away from all these pain......

XiiaoWings blogged at 8:29 AM.

100th post~!

well ytd hahas enjoyed alot la =D
starting morning woke up waiting 4 1 ms den gt le go get rdy n everything den wait 4 another msg lols..
till 3.45++ tat other msg arrived den needed 2 wait 4 another msg... lols.. when finally recived le den went out lols was meeting ching n des 2 cut hair
first met wif ching at 17 busstop den we walked 2 the salon n chatted quite better den last time ba lol
when we reached the salon the auntie tat usually cuts 4 him n des the hair nt around n ching din wan 2 cut so we didn't lols. i think monday will go ba maybe i nt cutting hair le mine seems 2 b short still oso =/ maybe go thr pei them if they jio mi go down lor ~
den later mi n ching went 7 eleven 2 buy drinks while waiting 4 des after tat stone around n chatted more lol later des arrived he went 7 eleven buy drinks den we walked 2 ehub 2 play pool lols on the way oso chatted ~~
when we arrived pool fully booked...den walked around awhile den went back n wait we waited nt long den 1 table close le xD lol!
played wif ching around 4 or 5 rounds n 1 round wif des lol all i lose =.=
but ching teach mi quite alot oso la =D lols den des... he said he dunno hw 2 play but rawrs!! he knew hw 2 play =.=
loll...
but the last round was really fun ba lol i was dam close 2 winning ching le left 1 ball but he left wif black ball n he somehw keep missing lol den i could had score he tell mi dun happy 2 early den i miss =.= lol... den his turn i tell him the same thing LOL he oso miss =XX
lol we keep saying each other tat oso ba =X lols till i give him free ball den he in black ball le =/ but yea learn alot from him =]
after tat was 7.30 le so i went home while ching n des went 2 white sand bu tthey gd sia pei mi walk 2 the routine i was walking making them walk a longer way lols. but wow.. i talk more den i usually did =D lols after tat walked home 2 realise my earplug 1 side the rubber drop dunno whr =/ zz den went 2 the handphone shop 2 buy a new 1... $2 4 a pair n the fcking thing so big =.= cannt plug rite in2 my ear =/ maybe going see other place gt better anot ba.....
after tat went home eat dinner n played maypull still feeling abit high =X lol when i on9-ed ching was alr thr i think oso jus on9 den we went 2 train as usual lols den b4 started training on-ed music den i still feeling high.. sing 2 the song lol which somehw kept mi awake lols my horribible singing xD lol really lehh =XXi could keep awake till 3.30 den felt slpy lols but overall.. tis is the 2nd best day i ever had in my holidays =DD the bestiest day haf 2 b the chalet ^^ lols

i'm still thinking if i should ask u or nt.. but if i do... i'm onli worried it will effect our frenship =(

XiiaoWings blogged at 7:11 PM.

ahh.. after slping still feel slpy ~.~ welll... i shall go in2 details abt last night baa~
from after we ate bbq le ba~
so after eatting the bbq mi han n jr went up 2 the room coz it was really hot outside n alot of mosqiuto dunno hw spell =x den felt like dam itchy lor.. lols.. wanted 2 ask if can bathe thr but lol.. no towel ~.~
up in the room mi n han teached jr hw 2 play majong lols later on ching n des joined us den ching took over teaching 4 mi =xx loll he oso taught des hw 2 play. des really faster learner sia o.o after playing a few round ching asked if wanna go play pool again lols so din really mind ba abit boring thr in he room oso =/ lols den we went thr wa.. alot of ppl sia but heng still gt tables lols. i played wif ching 1st round i lost =.= he cheat my feelings la... T_T !! den he n jr played i went arcade wif han n des n oso check jubeat =X but full.. so i went back 2 watch ching n jr play lols after their round over i played wif ching again n i lost again =.= lols.. was abit tired le at the time
after tat round i played wif ben tat 1 100% i lose lol.. den after tat i played wif jr i lose again =.=!!
zzzzz
after tat round the whole place the lights all off le loll den we no chioce end game le lols. den went arcade find des n han waited till des play finish his game den went back le at the time jr n han like wan 2 stay over as des n ching jio us 2 oso den i was the onli 1 who maybe could nt so i called back home n my mum allowed mi 2 O_O was quite shocked sia.. den i was like abit quite.. coz actually wasn;t in the mood oso alr ba>< den scared effect every1 + feeling slpy ut after went back the chalet started 2 feel the shock gone but was very slpy @@!! played majong i attention oso was alr gone till when ching come over put 1 extra card 4 mi i oso nv noticed lol.. waa i over thr tio suan by him alot sia ~.~ but lols.. can say i somehw miss tat oso =XX he oso said tat very long nv suan mi le den suan back again like very fun lol.. nvm ba =] hahas. after tat round i asked ching 2 take over mi awhile n i wanted 2 slp >< but after seeing hw some1 reacted.. i decided go wash face n hope i stay awake >< n i did but still felt slpy ba =x lol den i played again after awhile all of them oso sian le so slacked around den later go in2 the other room whr wang watching videos she tok in class last yr den watch 1 cpa lesson mrs goh asked 1 question ching anyhw say the number n den some1 in the video said the same number den all of us like *run* out lol.. den later they ask wang play the video again this time we heard a diff ans O_O! wtf maybe is our ears play trick on us ba so later we continue 2 watch other videos den suddenly gt tis sound.. those kind of sounds la den i heard den i was like wtf den no1 say anything den i myself dun dare oso coz last time i think was my mum la.. she told mi if i hear or see anything act natural n dun say anything abt it wait till ur out of tat place den say
den i was like erm wtf? den i tot it sound like saying kelvin lol so i tot maybe is his fone ba.. den later i see like he go out still gt
den i walked out still can hear i was like wtf? so i went back in still can hear !! den later des came in den wang said wats tat sound ah den i was like dam relived she oso heard... so i oso said i can hear tat 2
den in the end ..... was des the fon emaking tat sound den after eharing it again it sounded like the sound ye han gave mi n jr hear while we were starting the bbq =.= zzz my heart nw a days.. really can;t take tis kind of stuff le =/ lol...
den later i went out watch daph ben stien n jet play majong after awhile jr merv n des went out 2 buy chocolate den after they left i decided 2 go look 4 them but i went alone.. hmm ooutside alone.. was really quite but somehw i kinda liked it lols. starting abit scared oso but later i heard merv voice so i went down 2 find them den after tat mi n jr tot wan 2 go mac 2 buy supper den we jio ching des n han 2 come along 2
later the 5 of us walked 2 mac den the counter person say no more beef... lol so i bought 1 large coke omgs.. it was dam big =.=... den ching han n jr bought their food 2 n from thr we went 2 ehub 2 see if bowling was still open or nt but was close so we went back 2 the chalet thr we sat down eat n chatted most of them we getting rdy 2 slp le mi ching jr n han were thinking of tonning but des wanted 2 slp as he had 2 go wildwild wet nxt day lols. so yea.. we chatted awhile den wang came out we all suan her =X lolll den later she went 2 slp le.. we went 2 the other room 2 chat more lols zhong xin was thr but later he went 2 the hall 2 slp =/ lol.. i won;t say so much abt tis part ba....
so in the room we were talking abt like.. ppl.. our nw the class sch n abit of maple lols. felt quite happy gt quite close frens like them oso =] after awhile des went 2 slp le den ben n merv came back from their supper they went central.. lol.. den merv went 2 slp at the other room oso lols u can say tat the 2 rooms. 1 was 4 those slping 1 was 4 those talking lolll den after awhile i asked them if can help mi think of a horror movie 4 my adp project lols ching story really gd leh lols i will b using tat story =] thx ching!! =DD
lols his story was abt 5 boys in a chalet lols i will post the story once i haf finish editing it =]
but ching oso telling the story he got himself scared half way through i alr gt scared 2.. lol~.~ den later han n jr went out cen ching say wan lock mi in the room den we 2 chiong out i end up kock ching n he gt scratchs on his arms>< sry!! ><"""
den ching n ben were playing wif dice n trying 2 get 6 alot of times... lol.. coz of 1 story ching told us whil ein the room ba abt hw des keep roll dice come out 6 @@ den 1 time ben roll 6 3 times in a roll den we all like.. O_O! lolll den they continued 2 play tat jr go slp on the sofa den ching n ben played cards lols.. den started bet money le n i left wif very little coins @@" so can;t play =/ after tat zhong xin n jet went off le n soon mi n ben left tgt oso i had 2 b home b4 7 =/ but was back home at 7.20+ lol.. but overall i enjoyed myself alot
To: farrah & hohohojie : tat person maybe or maybe nt was thr worr~~~ keep guessing =]]]]

but all i can say is i won;t 4get tat day n night 4ever =] even while i was walking home i can;t help but 2 keep smiling =]

私は本当に君に恋しているんだが、いくら私が愛するこの時期だと思うが、私のようにあなたは私と同じ方法のようなことはありませんし、私はまだ黙ってあなたを愛しケアについて知っていると滞在を非常に私の人生の残りの親友ですか？私があなたの目を私にだけ助けることができないので、恥ずかしがり屋のを感じるように見える. when ever i think this i just feel like crying.. but i can't.. i have to keep smiling.. even if i can't.....

XiiaoWings blogged at 6:24 AM.

ytd.. well morning i was like abit moody so somehw mi n jr quarrel but yea later ok le =x
lols.. hmm hw u replied... >< atleast u replied.. lol.
mi met wif han b4 meeting jr when all of us meet le we when 2 ehub as chign alr asking whr r we when we gt thr i msged him.. n he said their at the chalet......... lol.. den we went fairprice 2 buy sweets den went 2 the arcade hoping no1 at jubeat in the end ... =.= gt ppl.. on the way up saw wei han outside lol. so we all went 2 arcade i played the jap drum game xD loll while playing all of them arrived.. den chign n ed di siao mi while playing.. lol ~.~
after the game finish le we went 2 play pool booked 2 tables 1 4 pros 1 4 nubs like mii xD
walao ching cheat my feelings he say he lousy den in the end... rawrs!! lol but first time i played wif him i won =X lol he in black n white ball xD
their rules r much diff from the 1s i played b4 ba..
lol after tat we close both tables den went 2 the arcade slack awhile den wei han went off le he was nt feeling wellll ba
later we went back pool again den the table we book we found 1 cam xD lol den ed so sneak out give ben which ben later own gave back 2 the owner lols.
after our tat round we bought cup walker n went 2 their chalet le at thr gt majong table =X so mi han ed n daph played xD loll after tat n awhile we went down 2 make the bbq n thr was like.. onli 7 ppl thr n 2 cats... lol
b4 tat mi han n ed went down 2 get the fire started lol den later mi n han hear gt cat fight we go over see atfirst i was like.. aiya cat onli ba i dun care.. den later 1 adult cat atking 1 little kitty den tat kitty omgs 1 word KAWAIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!
lol.. later ching dap wei en n jr went down while we all alr cooking den the 7 of us ate first slowly.. the rest came lol..
den half way through we went uo due the the overwhelming hottness =/ lol.. den played majong awhile lols after awhile mi ching jr han des ben n merv went 2 ehub 2 play pool again lol!
hmm tis time i was like.. abit tired le =/ n abit like.. no mood 2 play le lols... ><
after tat.. was alr 12 =/ n nidded 2 go back.. but they were jioing us 2 stay>< so i called home ask my mum if can stay over night 2 my surprise she say can but make sure i by 7 reach home xD loll hmm.. atfirst i felt gulity coz i promise i will b home by 12.. buy end up nxt morning.. lol.. but later on.. =]] i din regret it at all ^^^^^^!!
we played majong again but at tat time it was night.. n after the past exp at a chalet wif my family i was feeling abit afraid>< but wif some1 thr.. i din feel scared at all =]] lol. . later mi ching des jr n han went 2 mac 2 buy suppy mine was a large coke =X lol which kept mi awake the whole night xD loll
after tat went back le the 5 of us chatted awhile den suan jas wang =X den went in2 the other room den des fell aslp left mi ching jr n han lols.. den later ben came join us oso xD so spent the night chatting n ching helping mi think of a horror movie 4 my adp project thx bro =]]
later it was 7 alr.. 2 soon oso =/ din really feel like going.. i wanted 2 stay longer atleast till they check out n go back tgt >< but i promised i will b home by 7 ba..
haha.. ok shall stop here maybe at night blog more abt last night =] 2 slpy @@ but hey.. my first time tonning outside wif frens

hmm well i felt jealous by hearing tat title some1 called u.. n all i can say is.. do i still wish 2 ask u tat question.. ans is yes=( maybe i will..? ><

XiiaoWings blogged at 5:06 PM.

hmm well 2day was quite boring ba.. who knew tat it;s would b so boring =/
lol..
watched last epi of soul eater... all i can say is very disappointed
den watch new epi of bleach kns another filler but ok la quite kawaiish =X
loll
den watched a few other animes like NANA n magicial knights rayearth both quite ok but i think i like NANA more =X lols
den played maple le lols added yong choon in maple
n junjie play back bootes
xD
lol more frens =]
hehe.. anyways tml bbq i'll b able 2 see some1 tat i nv seens face 2 face 4 a realy long time =]
will b spending time tgt oso xD hehe can;t wait.. jus hope i won;t quite.... >< hais i hate the thing abt mi is tat i can;t stay happy/high 4 very long.. after awhile.. i lose the energy n back 2 emo mode =/ sry in advance...
so hoping 4 a really fun day tml =DD

XiiaoWings blogged at 9:52 AM.