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Pixar~!

today went science center on school trip to see the Pixar exhibition =D
was like super excited xD
hee anyways went 2 school.. late by just abit =x
went to find jj den meet up wif the rest at the foyer
after awhile go on the bus comfortable sitting alone :D
when got there went in listen to something like a refreasher lesson? lol they actually think we don't know anything about 2D & 3D =.= lol but nvm la over there farhan keep Guai lan the person lecturing us lols..
after that finally time to see the drawings =D
the whole thing was like wow.. to bad can't take pics over thr.... annie sarah jj si hui u know i know can le ;D
=x
1 thing that really caught my attention was the toy story moving clay figure animation dunno hw to explain it la but wow... really something.. heard from mr neo that thats the ine and only of it in the world! to bad can;t take pic D:
lol mr kennth dunno hw spell his name so sad try to take pic end up kena caught LOL!
sad =x
later walked around abit by myself den folo si hui jj or melissa or angelia for awhile before going out awhile..
another thing i like was the animation movie waaaa i love it lor >< 2d animation with the 3d effects super cool!!
later outside saw ms tracy looking through this pixar book which has all the drawings n clay figure pictures inside. it's also good refrence for fyp ba
lols
me n russel was considering buying it then.. i made the discussion just buy it.. i think it's worth it la lols.
later went back in find sarah annie saw mr riduwan chat chat awhile he asked what we bought i showed him the book then mr chua come bastard me... say nvm they next week getting the hard cover version of the book
then mr riduwan said yea they ordered from amazon.. i was like HUH?! i also want.. T-T!!
then later...
it was just a prank =.=!!!
later go back find the to of them show it to them they also wanted to get one lol bought the bookmarks together also ahhh $75 gone !! but ok la worth it lol
later went back in awhile. jj n si hui went off after awhile
stayed with annie sarah n nick later they 3 all watching some videos.. i by myself again went wondering around later saw daphane lol!
chat chat awhile she saw the book also lols.

after that we went off from the pixar exhibit n went walking around science center
hmm besides the pixar thing.. i think the fish place caught my attention also ba lols.
what to do.. i love watching fish swimming around so relaxing =D

the four of us just yea made use of the free ticket and walked our asses off loll
around 4 we exited the place cause yea too hungry @@
nick went off left the three of us we took bus down to jurong point n ate mac there and shop around for awhile before going home.
ahhh so tiring but fun ba today :D

一日の終わりに私が寂しい FML

XiiaoWings blogged at 8:54 AM.

~.~

hais abit tired..
ok not abit.. VERY! =.=!!

woke up at like 5.. tried to wake ching up but fell alsp after off the alarm fell aslp after typeing the msg... den woke up again go press send lol.. was like super slpy @@"
den was trying to stay awake see if gt reply.. but fell aslp again...
woke up like 15mins after lol..
woke up due to his msg...
kena scold ._."
lols....
later went back to sleep...
woke up at 9 WTF?! my lesson starts at 9 today was like holy shit la.. kena retiridution for keep falling aslp when trying wake him up =.=........

anyways chiong prepare everything den faster chiong out...
took train as usual blast my headphones.
den this lady came in the train n sat oppsite of me...
so saw that she kept moving her mouth though maybe like bored den anyhow move mouth lor so didn;t care
till at paya lebar le jj called.. took off my headphones...
den tat lady was actually talking?! lol n she was shouting too she said in chinese "u got listen to wat i say a not? i talking to you leh" n her eyes was closed.. lol..? maybe sleep talking.. den i was on the phone half way wif jj.. i kena stun lol..... den going out of the train thinking... wa.. 1st wake up super late now saw some weird stuff today gonna be a bad day.. so hurried to the circle line platform.. den at the excalator.. someone poke my chest there.. then i was like.. omgs am i take suay got another siao one.. den i look at the person..
the "siao one"turned out to be mei yan =X lol!
kena shock den yea said hi den faster go platform le

at sch... wa super tired.. =/
cannt focus on lesson... keep asking for help ><"
anyways later spot check again
lol the school rules are lame can?
cannt use PE SHIRT inside the lab =.= __?
those teachers like seriously nothing to do..?
most we offend the school rules but just the minor ones..
what about fighing cases?
they'r like either scared to sovle it or just lazy lor then wan catch our hair our uniform =.=
one of the teacher doing the spot check i think was ok still la.. he saw mi on facebook n saw jj watching movie lols
but didn;t really said anything he talking to us about our course also n even reasoned with one of the teachers who said about our PE shirts =.= lol...

anyways yea today just like this lor...
sw boring play captain ball i also jus stand there do nothing .... =.= like watching everyone play lol............
coz didn't got to touch the ball at all ba ~.~
nvm la i suck at sports anyways~

wth lor since u gt gf le ur frens u jus throw aside... i know she will b more impt but u negeclt ur frens till so... the only frens u haf time for is jus her frens but ur frensdun matter anymore wtf...

super tired today =/

XiiaoWings blogged at 7:07 AM.

super tired.. super stress =.=!

feeling so tired alr =/
hmm maybe jus start with the good stuff la...
got a letter on sunday saying that i will be receiving a scholarship voucher.. so i wasn;t really expecting much money la.. so on monday went to go collect the cert. and voucher...
turns out
the voucher was a check
and it was for...
S$1,200 =DD $_$!
hees so yea was happy on monday.. till was i was about to go into class tgt wif jj n si hui
we got stopped by ms amy
he asked jj abt his slippers.. our landyard and then
the thing i hated most SHE SAY I MUSTTTTT CUT MY HAIR BY TUSEDAY WTH!
so i went in class feeling pissed off =.=
lol..

anyways i didn;t cut coz yea nt gonna go alone ever again? =.=
lols..
so yea
did work..
ater class we told mr chua the new story we came up wif..
and.. yea rejected again.. but still not gonna give up so soon la..
=/
since everyone is still working hard thinking of a newer or improved story i shall start killing my brain cells tgt wif them lols..

after sch on monday went latendo tgt wif jj si hui annie sarah n RUSSEL
ya i know very rare pokemon lols!
went to go collect him tsumugi nendoroid
n i went to pre order another mio figurine :D
and.... GOT NEW BLEACH CARDS D:
i was tempted to buy so i asked for a box
annie bought another box too.. after we paid both of us was like so scared of the outcome D:
we stay at latendo for awhile as this russel like small kid playing at play ground
once go there dunwan go off
=x
if he read this i in class sure GG lol!

anyways he finally agree wif our taste that this mio figurine is WAY WAY WAY nicer then the ugly version of her seriously he too old eyes cannt see? haha k la dun so bad to him =]
jj bought a nendoroid too
he bought fate from nanoha lols
which i think he smart to buy it now la.. sure sold out soon since jus came today
sarah's clock also came today
so wow the owner very happy we spent like
hmmm around atleast 200+ ? lols.. nt yet count in full price of the mio figurine me and russel pre ordered lols...
after that went to 3rd floor sat down me and annie time of fate has finally arrive...
we started opening the bleach cards and the outcome....
WE BOTH NO REPEAT CARDS =DD
and we both gt the same cards too loll
hehe so yea happy ;D we both 1st time open all so happy tgt =D after tat went home den in train that si hui nearly drag mi to the floor along with her =.=!
tuseday nth much finished my 3d body model .. i think i did quite well leh for 1st time =D
i guess modeling is still ok la.. it's jus rigging i don't get D: might b useless to my team members for fyp le....

XiiaoWings blogged at 7:08 AM.

need dye hair soon =((

gt caught for my hair colour today...
was intro-ed this song by jj today really like and the lyrics.. i should really pay attention to it lols =]

how long more can i hide my feelings from letting ppl see? i still soo hurt inside.. yet i haf to show a happy face..... i need more time for my heart to recover ):

XiiaoWings blogged at 8:49 AM.

tear drops on my guritar~..

hmm went out wif ching 2day around evening
went play pool
oya!
To Ching(i noe he dunno my blog =X): congrats on ur relationship =D last long!! =]
sian all my frens haf a bf/gf... gonna b lonely :(
lol anyways
so yea meet up to play pool
played around 2 hrs
i keep losing=.=
den later had dinner at BK
den chatted alot also~
later after dinner
went wait for 17 took tgt wif him
came le den got up n took till my busstop n went off
tired ><
but k la had fun too
tis asshole say him 1 thing keep shooting mi back afterwards...=.=!

XiiaoWings blogged at 10:18 AM.

boring day :((

sooo bored......so.... i knew tis will happend someday...
hais..
sucks....*slaps myself* i surpose to be happy for you!but i can;t :((
tml dunno do wat Dx hopfully going jogging...

XiiaoWings blogged at 7:53 AM.

nothing much to say super suay today? this song hmm just fits what i'm feeling..

i been telling myself too much sweet lies... too much till it starts to hurt when reality rubs it in.. i can't do anything.. i all jus be happy for yu..

XiiaoWings blogged at 10:02 AM.

stress stress!!

omgs la feeling like so stressed now?
cant focus on my storyboard..... because of u!
i just need the safe feeling back... its like...u treat me so much diffrently from everyone else
school stuff... coe, fyp everything! even with my life..... it's like... theres never gonna be a day i will feel so happy.. so safe...
argh screw it la.......

if i hate it y do i keep doing this?because i like u
y am i so diffrent?!cause u dhate me?
i'm jus being a idiot to being kind to you?? it was only cause i cared...
is being to kind something wrong...?
so y do u treat me soo diffrently from your other frens..?
y do i feel so jealous......

XiiaoWings blogged at 7:27 AM.

extra day of holidays? =D? Dx?

hmm yea ytd was surpose to be the 1st day of school... but was late.. super late....
not that i woke up late or anything.. i woke up at like 5.30.. to wake some pig up...
n couldn't get back to sleep after.....

sooooo.... den around 9.30 jj msged mi... asking where am i...
i said at home still he then asked if i wanna meet with them.. i was like O_O?!
i though school starts at 12 today?!
ended up tracy changed the timing to 10 =.=!! n she lost most of our contacts....
and and!! i didn't know till ytd!
if jj didn't asked mi to meet i might have gone to school at 12 =.=!!
abit heng..
anyways i though if i rushed everything still can make it in time...
so faster go bathe n prepare....
all done in 15mins.. pro rite? xD
then he msged me saying don;t feel like going... @@ after awhile forced him to just go school... he said his going si hui house 1st ... den waited awhile both of them didn't feel like going.. and he called tracy asking if theres class.......
she said... jus go take timetable thats all....=.=!! after take go home omgs......
want bang head on wall so change out of school uni back to my home cloths... & the extra day of rotting began =D
but super boring la @@!!!
go to school or not also same thing la i guess...
so yea.. use com awhile... den go nap awhile.. this cycle continued for quite awhile...
lols
so yea... rotted ytd....
watch finish last epi of shinee hello baby awww so touching the baby boy went back to his family le... and they all cried... the end lolllls
abit kinda bad lor... the baby might be thinking where are they? why they not gonna be with him anymore... but yea... their busy ppl lols
wth why am i sooooooo interested in them =.=!

ahh... nvm =/
who says guys can't like guy groups!

waited for ur reply.. it nvr came..

XiiaoWings blogged at 4:34 PM.

last day of holidays T^T

awww it's come to an end... but i guess it has to end sooner or later ba?
hmmmm soo ytd jus rotted at home lah...
watch hello baby(shinee) on youtube awww cute sia! & super jialat!! why the hell am i watching the shinee version?! =.=! hmm theres the SNSD one too... gonna watch it later on too~ <3
hees nvm la.... i like shinee mainly for their songs n dance! soo cool lor their dance!!! very catchy
hmm so the show i watched hmmm actually i pretty amaze la i didn't know that they could be soooooooo caring to their "son" wonder SNSD how? LOL =x

hmm anyways yea... ytd was like so wasted? but i don't feel like it's wasted =XX
heees
but really lah.. should had been doing my COE work =/
hmmm slept around 2am++?
before going off to sleep ching asked me out later on in the afternoon.
to go bugis shopping alittle
can go bag hunting! >=D
so yea went to sleep lol

around hmm 10+ i think? was woken up by ching's call. was lazy to climb down =x so stayed on my bed... relaxing.. till fall asleep
then he msged mi again o.o which woke me up! again lols....
he went to meet some friends for breakfast...
so yea chat chat awhile then fall back asleep hees~
then woke up on com continue watch hello baby =X
hmm later meet up with him around 3.15 which i ended up late =.=!
but he didn't scold me that badly this time =D heng lols!
so meet up le went topman look for his pants
couldn't find it den went bugis street look for my bag....
nothing nice Dx
so walked abit around there also looking for a shirt for ching.
hmm we both ended up not buying anything lols...
walked around bugis junction or watever tat shopping center is called awhile went buy tako... coz i was like super hungry.... didn;t have lunch though would be eating together X.X
lols..
then took train down to tampinese to get his coloured contacts
bought le took 21 back together since his meeting his mum & brother at pasir ris
hmmm lols soooo yea enjoyed my last day of my holis =]]
even though he totally no energy loll
hmmmm went home back to hello baby~!
hehe then thinking of excuse to give for my coe work... tml i better chiong it when i get home or if theres free time =.=!!
BETTER!!!
hoho later end early maybe can watch movie hor!? LOL~!
die die die!!!
JEROME FOCUS!?
@@"

k la... end here watch 1 epsiode of anime den time to sleepppppp
tml hopfully a good 1st day back too school!

XiiaoWings blogged at 7:00 AM.

2 more days T_T!!

well my holidays are gonna end soon.. i'm just left with the last weekend before the doors of hell of Macpherson ite room E204 opens once again T-T!

hmm it's ok i guess i rather be busy doing school stuff then being at home thinking of that someone!*having fun guessing who this person is? ;p*
lols
hmm so today just rotted at home watching digimon frontie so cool man!
lols
till like around 4.30? ching online-ed was thinking of jogging but he wanted to play pool instead so yea got ready
oo then my lousy phone.... i forgot it was on silent @@ chign msged mi saying his gonna take the train instead...
which takes him like 10mins to reach pasir ris @@!!!
die much?
he called me.... yea scold me also lols.. was my bad anyways i deserved it =/
said sorry to him i rushed out
lucky 21 jus came only! heng ><
took it he rushed down to ehub
meet up with him in the arcade then went to play pool
was kinda lucky there was just 1 table left availble but the only problem was.... theres only 1 cue left.....
but the guy at the counter was sooooooo nice he told us to bare with the 1 cue for anwhile till someone else closes their table and he will pass 1 more cue to us
so started playing hmmm played quite afew rounds... i won like 2 time? =.=
first win was dam funny la!!
lol!
he was left with 2 balls * sounds wrong? lol! *
i was left with the black ball
he took the triangle thingy used to arrange the balls and passed it to me asking me to get ready so i just took it... and then! he missed ! =X
LOL so i passed it back to him told him what he said to me lol!
and of course i in-ed it =XX loL!
was dam funny la!!

so played till around 9+ ba then des came over finished up our last round n went off le
saw annie O_O!
totally didn't expect it man! mainly cause annie stay in the west was like super qiao that o saw her there la
she was with her friends
said hi then went toilet
afterwards went to look for somewhere to have dinner at fish and co express
lol... we bought fish and chips and only have a fork to eat it with ~.~ they don't provide knives lols........
after dinner both of them accompany me to wait for my bus to arrive then went home and nearly got langa by a car cause there was 10 seconds left.. and this fucking couple blocking my way in the super narrow path =.=!!
so rushed.. i HATE waiting for traffic lights................
anyways so yea .... my holidays are ending... wonder if there will be more times i can go out with my friends =( gonna miss going out with them for awhile! but gonna atleast make sure i have time still for them!!

it sucks........

XiiaoWings blogged at 10:02 AM.

HTT~! :D

firstly of ur wonder wat the heck is HTT!?
it's Hougoku Tea Time aka After School Tea Time aka K-ON! =D
heeesss
k-on start the second season not long ago
hmm the opening and ending songs.. hmm after listening to it awhile kinda like them =D
hope this season will have more new songs though!
heres the op n ed song

only suckish thing about this season is mio looks so ............
=/
azusa looks much prettier now! even yui!!
awww mio your still in my heart!*looks at my Mio ALTER Ver. figurine*

anyways!!!
2day hmmm woke up late... super late @@
around like 12? lols
den saw-ed jj's message n missed call... reply-ed den faster get ready go head to school...
reached there around 2
went to the mama shop across the road near school
bought some snacks n went back to do our work
so just continue wif my 1st attempt at digital painting of erika toda aka misa from death note movie 1 & 2
so far... doesnt look like her at all lor!! but yea... it's my 1st try ><"
atleast the tones seems right i guess?
but still feel as though i'm learning more n more slowly about digital painting
we stayed there till like 6 + den went home le
aww tired...
and i bought too much snacks @@"
eye big stomach small ~.~
lucky never say this on msn or facebook! i know some short ppl will sure shoot me back!!
=x

hmmm anyways~!
love me or hate me i don't give a damn :D

XiiaoWings blogged at 10:01 AM.

moody..?

dunno wats wrong la jus feel so pissed off =.=?!
zzzzzzzz
jus wanna end tis day faster la
fucking suay ba 2day? zzzzzz

XiiaoWings blogged at 9:34 AM.

ytd~~~

hmm mood quite goood ytd
woke up around like 8? den got rdy 2 go 2 sch
meet wif si hui at mrt den later meet wif jj at paya lebar den went haf lunch at mac
ate the breakfast waaaaa super nice n filling!!!
the new delux breakfast meal <3333
gt eggs sasage muffin n hot cakes! over thr keep laughing
after lunch went 2 sch le
go in tracy room talk talk awhile den went out start drawing
hmm ytd wat i did was
draw out erika toda! wif out shading n gonna use photoshop 2 do digital painting!!
so 2day ms tracy gonna teach mi abit of it =D
hopfully will turn out gd @@!!
hmm mostly jus over thr draw watch video talk n laugh

after sch went wif si hui n jj meet wif farrah at downtown east
farrah gonna get a swim custome
so accompany her look for 1
so when done mi n jj went off le
walk till my house the busstop den went home le
sooo yea ytd was good =]]
onli at home =.=!
heck care~

even though i want you to be happy... i still want myself to be happy tooo?

issit too selfish........

XiiaoWings blogged at 6:30 PM.

my legs super pain!!!!

omgs legs are killing me i can't even climb up n down from my bed =.=!
anyways ytd
woke up early tot that would b going sch but end up walking back home n rotting till afternoon around 4??
lol
till ching on9 den chatted about going jogging later...
after chatting awhile he quiet quite long
after sometime he told he his feeling abit emo le den told mi wat happend...
u totally diffrent sia! ~.~
anyways cannt say wat happend ba lol
den comfirm on going jogging den went prepare....
took 17 down to bedok went his house change n keep bag den went off le
n he was like totally no mood...
><"
got 2 bedok resiervor(dunno hw spell lol)
den started jogging..
nt bad! i didn't stop till quite far the onli problem was the freaking earpiece keep dropping off =.=
zzzzzzzzz
den half way need 2 pee lol ran 2 toilet came out jog awhile den tired liao =.=
legs started 2 pain abit
den like thinking better faster get 2 the usual meet point... if nt some asses will suan mi when i get thr..
lol
got thr his nt thr so walked the rest of the half =x
DEN WALK HALF WAY GT 1 FROG HOP BY!
lucky is nt towards mi lolll
later reach le we walked back started talking abt wat happend bough drinks sit down at void deck n slack for awhile
till like 8.30? close 2 9? den walked back 2 his house over thr rest awhile changed chat chat den around 9.30 went home le..
waaa legs totally pain walk awhile bth liao @@"
hmmm den nw..
gonna go 2 sch soon... meeting jj si hui sarah n annie later discuss fyp

もし私が本当に私は幸せなのだろうあなたを愛してね？ばか私....

XiiaoWings blogged at 5:53 PM.